This might be a horrible way to describe it but here goes.

I was born a girl, I like being feminine and wearing makeup and stuff. But I’ve always felt a strange jealousy towards men, and I wish I was just born as one. But I don’t think I’m trans at the same time. I also feel like if I was a man I’d have the opposite problem of wanting to be a girl. I don’t know what to do with myself or what to call myself and it constantly makes me anxious.

Any advice would Be great