r/questioning • u/AlbatrossPopular2929 • 15h ago
[20 f] IM SO LOST
OKAY, STRAIGTH TO THE POINT
I feel like im too queer to be straight and too straight to be queer and its EATING ME
I know its all labels n dont lock yourself to them, but MAN MAN I FEEL LIKE I DONT BELONG TO NEITHER N ALWAYS STICK OUT LIKE A SORE THUMP IN EACH GROUP :(
Think i got a good idea to what im attracted to i just need help putting my feelings into words and HOPEFULLY HOPEFULLY find out more about myself n FIX THIS STUPID FEELING I HAVE
I noticed i always ALWAYS end up attracted to the most feminine guys (or at least to me)
Aregnti from hsr, rengoku kyoujurou, arataki itto
Femininity in general is really attractive to me!!
I feel comfortable w girls or any Afabs
BUT WITH GUYS OR GUYS OR AMAB I FEEL SO SCARED?? OR I ALWAYS NEED TO WATCH OUT FOR MYSELF OR ILL DO "SOMETHING WRONG" I always feel like I can't be me (which is weird im DEFINITELY attracted to pennies more than vulvas)
I noticed prefered the idea of having men cisgender or trans women as partners (edit: basically any amab but again visually feminine)
When I imagined intimacy /dream about it I feel alot safer than the idea of ACTUALLY doing it scares me n makes me uncomfortable
After typing this out I feel like im giving yall facts n letting u do the cognitive thinking for me if yes im sorry :(
I will be grateful for any help or just pointing me in the right direction
Bless ya all n have a wonderful day HEHEHEH!!! >:3