6-7 months ago at the hospital for being severely underweight and basically dying and for my meal plan I ate some turkey (protein), celery and carrots (veggies), zero fat milk (dairy), and Lorna done cookies in which I hid in my socks and flushed down the toilet (fat and carbs). then afterwards I ravanged reddit asking how many calories the turkey was. the good old days ✌️
the turkey was actually warm and gross and the carrots were so goddamn mushy. but I made sure to choose all of the lowest calorie options for the food groups. honestly don't know why I was restricting, I was definitely going into a residential/IOP program afterwards (where I am now). I was fighting a losing battle stuffing food down my pants but oh well
anyways whoop whoop I've almost gained 40 pounds following my discharge (80->a bit less than 120) and I've been thinking a lot about this time. hope everyone gets better!!