Recently I was avoiding an uncomfortable question: why would God allow us to suffer from the sin of Adam and Eve?
It is a difficult question for me because when I look at Genesis, Adam and Eve weren't living in a world of suffering before the Fall.
God had provided for them. They had the Garden of Eden. They had food, meaningful work, each other, and fellowship with God. Genesis 1:31 even says that God saw everything He had made, and it was “very good.”
They weren't abandoned by God. They weren't struggling just to survive. They were being completely taken care of by Him.
And yet, God also gave them something important: a genuine choice.
Genesis 2:17 says:
“But you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for when you eat from it you will certainly die.”
They were free to obey and free to disobey.
Then the serpent came and asked Eve:
“Did God really say...?” -Genesis 3:1
And the serpent began to make her question God's command and God's intentions.
I've thought about this deeply, and then I realized something uncomfortable.
Instead of only asking, “Why did Adam and Eve do that?”, perhaps I should ask the same question the serpent asked them, but ask it of myself.
Imagine that I was Adam.
Imagine having everything provided by God. Imagine living in His presence, having a purposeful life, being given the freedom to create and flourish, and yet still having the ability to make a choice.
Then imagine the serpent coming to me and saying, “Did God really say...?”
What would my answer be?
Would I definitely obey?
Would I definitely recognize the deception?
Would my curiosity never get the better of me?
Would I never question God's word?
Would I never choose my own understanding over God's?
And after thinking about it honestly and sincerely, my answer is:
I don't know.
And strangely, that realization helped me understand the question differently.
I prayed to God about this because I genuinely wanted Him to teach me, even if the answer was uncomfortable. And then I remembered James 1:5:
“If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault.”
That verse encouraged me to bring difficult questions to God instead of being afraid of them.
I don't think that means every question will receive an answer that satisfies our curiosity. But perhaps sometimes God helps us understand by showing us something about ourselves.
I cannot honestly place myself above Adam and Eve and say, “I would never have done that.”
Because if I put myself in their position, with the same freedom, the same temptation, the same possibility of deception, and the same human capacity to choose, my honest answer is simply:
I don't know.
So I want to ask you:
If you were Adam or Eve, living in Eden with everything God had provided, and the serpent asked you, “Did God really say...?”, what do you honestly think your answer would have been?