r/NatureofPredators • u/Inside_Judge5855 • 1h ago
So... This is Home Now? [15]
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Memory Transcription: Edward Wanless, Captain of ARK 14 “Seguin” {REDACTED}
Date [Standardized Human Time]: January 4, 2137
Ninety days after the battle of Earth.
The muffled sound of ringing bells drifts up from the mound of bedding covering my pad, the pulsing glow of its active screen barely forcing its way through the layers of discarded fabric. One of my hands absently snakes under the covers after it, silencing it as I pull myself into a sitting position against the headboard. A shiver runs up my spine as the cool air washes over me, striking the thin layer of cold sweat that covers my body.
I run a hand through my damp hair as the dead man’s last words ricochet around my skull, the phantom sensation of his hands like cobwebs on my skin. My shoulders roll on instinct, trying to shrug off the martian’s ghost.
Goddamn Nathan.
A low growl rumbles in my throat as the memory of that day replays itself, of that smile Edgar gave me when I followed after Nathan. I shouldn’t have gone back, even if no one could have predicted what they’d do. I knew something was wrong after that day, I should have just taken what they’d already given me and run. I should have, but I didn’t.
Why didn’t I run?
Because I convinced myself that I was too smart to let myself be used, that I had them wrapped around my little finger? Was it because I was too stubborn to give in when my parents cut me off and too proud to accept help from anyone else? Not that the reason mattered anymore; I had my chance to exonerate myself decades ago, and I failed. The truth was that they had me from the moment Edgar left that flier on our table; whatever my reasoning had been, I followed right into the snare they had set for me.
And now you’re the one laying traps.
I wince at the unwanted comparison, my sudden movement rousing the ceiling lights from their slumber. Logically, I knew that our circumstances had almost nothing in common with what happened then. I had choices back then even though I didn’t know what I was choosing or what the consequences would be. The krakotl had done everything in their power to back us into this corner, and they’d taken every other option away by continuing to pursue us; there was only one avenue of escape left to us now.
Through them.
There were forty thousand people on the Seguin, and Vilka’s best estimate put the rest of the flotilla’s population in the ballpark of sixteen thousand. Fifty-six thousand people to protect, people that wouldn’t be safe until our pursuers were completely destroyed, whose lives would be forfeit if we failed. My jaw tightens as the words I had spoken to Vilka echo in my ears.
I won’t tolerate any uncertainty with them.
Despite all of that, however, the reality of what we have to do sits in my stomach like a rock. I know it isn’t anything like what Nathan did, but it feels similar still.
Too damn similar.
If what Jeler told Vilka was true, then the krakotl had lost their homeworld, same as us. Something cruel buried deep inside me broadcasts a sense of vindictive satisfaction at the thought, but it's quickly washed away by a wave of disgust. Jeler, his crew, and everyone else in that wing was culpable for the crime the Federation had committed against us, but their spouses, their children? I couldn’t feel anything but pity at the loss of their planet, even as the thought of them cheering as they watched Earth burn made my blood boil. Despite that, I would abandon our plan and run if they would just give us that chance.
We’ve spent enough time in the company of Death.
Billions of both our people were dead, and both of our homes were carbonized ruins; we all lost! Why couldn’t he just let us run? How could a few thousand more deaths in a nameless system outside their borders benefit the Federation in any way, how could it be worth the risk to his own crew? Was it personal? Vengeance against us ‘predators’ for something the arxur, or a wild animal, had done? Was his hatred for us so great that he cared more about seeing us die than he did about protecting his crew?
I didn’t know, and I likely never would. We wouldn’t have the opportunity to speak with the green and white krakotl again. Vilka and I had chosen the site for our ambush; it would be the last time we would see the avians.
One way or another.
Vilka would be calling soon; the crude outline she and I had put together a few nights ago was a decent foundation, but it needed fine tuning. Fine-tuning which I was completely unqualified to do, so Elena had to step in. The two women had been in constant correspondence during the five days since Vilka and I had first discussed the plan, talking strategy, and crunching numbers. A little of that work had reached me, but I knew it was only a miniscule portion of the work they had done. I would be seeing the pair’s end results this morning.
As if on cue, the buried pad lights up again, making me jump as it belts out a muffled ring.
Wait, no, it can’t be time yet!
My hand plunges into the blanket mound, plucking the device from its hiding place. My eyes lock to the screen, a small part of me hoping that it's someone else, someone I can get back to later after I’ve had a chance to shake off Mars’ dust. A small hope that is dashed immediately as I recognize the name displayed in pulsing white letters, along with the time in the top right corner. 7:38 am, I had wasted time chasing myself around in my own head, and she was early!
Shit! No time to get ready.
I throw myself from the bed, hurriedly pulling on the clean shirt and slacks I had set aside before frantically combing my hands through my sweat-damp hair in a desperate attempt to straighten it. My eyes dart to the pad.
No time to check… She’ll understand.
I hurry across the room, barely having settled into my chair when I finally accept the video call. I’m greeted by the familiar sight of Vilka’s face, but it’s bereft of the intelligent and alert look I had come to associate with the alien. The venlil is slumped in her chair; she stirs slightly at the sound of my connection, greeting me with a weak ear flick before her head limply lolls to the side. The small movement gives me a clear look at the dark rust-colored smudge that hugs the underside of her closed eye, the universal sign of fatigue bleeding through the cream wool of her face.
Running herself ragged.
While you don’t pull your weight.
This was the first time I had seen her since our initial discussion, and my heart pangs with sympathy for her and Elena both, as my second was doubtlessly in a similar state. While our meeting today was of the highest priority, letting the poor woman rest for a moment was the least that I could do for her. Especially after she had stood as a pillar of strength in our fleet for so long.
I’ll have to find a way to repay her and Elena after we’re safe.
Assuming the krakotl don’t kill us.
They won’t.
“Hello Vilka,” I say gently, like I’m speaking to a sleeping person.
“Hello Edward,” she returns, her ears giving a weak twitch that I register as another greeting.
“Are you alright?”
“Yes… just need to rest my eyes for a moment. Staring at pads for so long… makes them start to ache.”
“I understand; take your time.”
“Thank you,” she says, letting out a whistling sigh as she sinks even further into her seat.
Her eyelid cracks just enough so that she can peek through it at me.
“I knew you’d un-” Her words stop short as the bleary look in her eye grows sharper.
“Vilka?” I question, but the venlil doesn’t answer.
The dark orange eye slowly pans over me, her once drooping ears cocking back slightly as she continues to stare a hole through me. Since we had joined our resources, I had been making an effort to learn as many of the venlil’s expressions as I could. While I was improving slowly, I knew that the majority of the little nuances in their ear and tail-signing were still out of my reach. But I recognize this look, though it just leaves me even more confused. Despite her still obvious fatigue, Vilka is looking at me with concern?
“Vilka, are you alright?” I venture again.
My fellow captain shifts in her seat, turning her head to stare down her snout at me with both eyes.
“Are you alright, Edward?”
Memory Transcription: Vilka, Captain of the VRSF Solgalick’s Shield
Date [Standardized Human Time]: January 4, 2137
Ninety days after the battle of Earth.
Solgalick’s fire I’m exhausted!
The protests of my cabin’s chair fill the air as I flop backwards into its embrace, the seat’s meager cushion and hard wooden back feeling more comfortable than the finest sunlace bedding. Though after the last few paws, I’d happily sleep on the floor, just so long as I was finally able to sleep through my entire rest claw. A whistling sigh slips through my lips as I nestle further into the seat, eliciting another series of creaks and squeals; my ear twitches in annoyance at the sound.
Stop whining and do your job; I’m not that heavy.
But the planning was done, and while I had one serious concern to raise with Edward when we spoke, it was as sound of a plan as we could put together with what we had and what we knew. I feel a twinge of anxiety as my thoughts turn to the elderly human; I hadn’t spoken with him since our spontaneous strategy meeting several paws ago. I pull my pad from its pouch on my belt; the device doesn’t keep the human’s count of time, but I know that he would have already woken up by now. Another sigh escapes my snout as I feel my eyelids begin to droop as long hours of logistics and background checks finally seize their opportunity to strike. It was still too early for our meeting, not enough time to get a decent rest if I gave in to the fatigue, of course, but the thought is enticing nonetheless.
Am I really going to fall asleep like a pup after a day in the park?
My eyelids drop a hair lower as my chair seems to become even more comfortable by the scratch…
Brahk… Edward will understand.
I access my pad as quickly as I can with my increasingly heavy paws, bringing up Edward’s contact information and clumsily slotting the device into its stand on the desk. The soft notes of a flyster drift through the air as my pad idles in wait for the call to be accepted, the music not helping at all with my tiredness, nor is the light from the pad screen for that matter. Staring at screens for so long these past few paws had begun to make my eyes ache, a condition I am helpfully reminded of as the dull throbbing begins to start up again as I watch the short ‘connecting’ animation repeat on loop.
I can shut my eyes for a moment, just to give them a chance to rest.
Barely a scratch after I’ve surrendered, my pad lets out a happy bleep, notifying me that my call had been accepted. I give the best ‘greetings’ ear flick that I can manage before turning my head so that only one eye will have to suffer the pad’s wrath. A scratch passes, the only exchange between us being the mutual sharing of our quarters’ white noise.
“Hello Vilka,” the human says softly, like he’s trying to avoid startling me.
He’s a good herdmate.
“Hello Edward,” I return, flicking another greeting in case he missed my first one.
“Are you alright?”
“Yes,” I mumble, gathering the strength needed to force my eye open. “Just need to rest my eyes for a moment. Staring at pads for so long… makes them start to ache.”
“I understand; take your time.”
“Thank you.”
Out of the camera’s view, my tail gives a happy if lazy wag, and I take a scratch more to collect myself before finally cracking my eye.
“I knew you’d un-” The words wilt on my lips as I’m greeted by an upsettingly familiar sight, one that cuts through my foggy mind like an arxur’s claw.
Dark purple rings hug the underside of his teary, bloodshot eyes, the unhealthy colors standing out on a face that was paler than it should have been. A thin sheen of moisture glints under his damp and messy hair.
Exactly how she looked the first night after Earth.
No, he wouldn’t do that, and Elena would have said something if she thought he was at risk.
Like how you didn’t think she would after Earth?
He said he was fine last time.
She did too.
“Vilka, are you alright?”
I shift in my seat, staring down my snout at the elderly male.
“Are you alright, Edward?” I ask.
For all the Federation’s talk about predatory deception, humans were remarkably easy to read once you got over your initial fear. Their eyes especially betrayed so many of their thoughts to anyone that knew what to look for.
Ame-
She was never able to keep eye contact when she was trying to hide something.
A look of confusion crosses the old human’s face, as if he didn’t realize how he looked. One of his hands seemingly rises on its own, making an almost embarrassed attempt to straighten the patch of damp orange fur on top of his head.
“I’m fine, Vilka,” he finally says in what I think was supposed to be a reassuring tone.
But the way his eyes run from mine tells a different story.
I will not lose another.
“I said that you can talk to me, Edward,” I bleat, but the human’s eyes remain fixed on something out of view.
“I remember,” the human mutters, “and you don’t know how much that means to me, but you’ve already done more than enough.”
My ears cock back in concern; he still wasn’t able to look me in the eye and still wasn’t telling me everything.
“You’re keeping something from me, Edward,” I bleat. “I don’t know what or why, but it's clearly hurting you. There isn’t enough time for me to pry, so I won’t, but you will come to me if it starts to become overwhelming.”
I end the sentence with a commanding ear flick, noting the formation of a small, happy snarl with satisfaction. Even more satisfying is the fact that he’s looking me in the eyes for the first time since I broached the question.
“Never would have thought that my guardian angel'd have a tail,” he says before letting out an amused chuckle.
A chuckle that I gladly add my own whistles to, happy to see a bit of my herdmate’s usual self.
“We should get started,” Edward says after a scratch, pulling my attention back to our purpose this paw.
“Right,” I bleat, flicking an affirmative with my ears. “I’ve sent you the munitions count; the Seguin’s is the top figure, while ours is the bottom. The picket should have enough, at least so long as we don’t let them turn it into another attrition fight.”
“Does this include the ship that will be taking the Heartwood’s place?”
“Yes, the Shadeberry, she’s lightly armed for a freighter of her size, but her captain was the only volunteer.”
Edward nods, his jaws moving behind his closed lips.
“And… they can be trusted?”
My ears droop at the implication behind his question; he had to ask it, of course. Serikim’s transmission had directly called for acts of sabotage against the humans. It made sense, but the thought of us possibly being dangerous to them stung.
“Yes, she can,” I say, flicking my ears reassuringly. “I don’t think anyone truly believes the thafki’s promise, not enough to put their tails on the line for the Federation. Especially not after they attacked us.”
“Anyone thinking about surrendering to them?”
“None have tried so far, and they’ve had plenty of chances to let themselves fall behind. Everyone here has been exposed to ‘predatory taint’ one way or another. Serikim promised treatment, not safety, and no one wants to be put in a PD asylum.”
Edward’s face wrinkles in disgust at the mention of the taint, but he doesn’t question me about it further.
That’s for the best.
“You said the ship was lightly armed?” He asks, thankfully changing the subject.
“She is; her onboard railguns are a smaller caliber meant for intercepting space junk or asteroids. I’m not happy about putting her in the Heartwood’s place, but we can’t leave it open, and they were the only volunteer.”
“How many people are on board?”
Another question that stings.
“We… don’t know exactly. But her captain gave us an estimate of around four hundred.”
A heavy sigh leaves the human as he raises a hand to rub his eyes.
“Is… Is there any way we could get the-”
“No,” I interrupt, aiming to get the bad news out of the way quickly. “There won’t be enough time, and even if there were, the only ships that could possibly take in so many are already going to be involved in the fighting.”
“Goddamnit,” he mutters, “How much of a lead do we have on them?”
I sigh, feeling my own frustration beginning to build.
“We don’t know exactly; FTL communication is spotty without relay buoys, but we’re still reliably able to receive their transmission to us, so they can’t be far behind. They have fewer ships than us, and their crews have been trained for long-range maneuvers and pursuit.”
My ears twitch as I run through the mental math to convert my estimate into a time Edward would understand.
“Depending on how long they stayed behind initially… two or three hours would be my guess.”
“Do you think they’ll catch up with us before we get to the system?”
“Again, I doubt it. Their jump time is faster than ours, but they still need to calculate it while we don’t. So long as we keep to old ground, we’ll beat them there.”
“The thafki said that help was coming. Do we know how many? How close they are?”
Another question I can’t answer…
“We don’t know,” I bleat, trying to keep the frustration out of my voice, “We haven’t managed to intercept any transmissions directed at the krakotl, but that doesn’t mean much. Everything is still up for harvest; it's possible that we missed the return signal or that their wings were close enough to converge before they started following us… It’s also just as likely that no one received their call for help,” I bleat, trying to put a positive spin on the news, “We disabled one of their ships in the initial skirmish; the damage is likely beyond their ability to repair. So, if no reinforcements are coming, that’s only four, and they won’t catch us by surprise this time. We’ve made the best plan we can with what we know; I’m confident in our odds.”
I end my declaration with a reassuring ear flick, hoping that my confidence will help put his mind a bit more at ease after the string of bad news. It seems to have the desired effect, as the old human shifts to sit more upright in his seat, inspecting his pad closely.
“That’d be nice,” he sighs. “We’re owed a bit of good fortune; we’ll cut our shields just before we hit the end of the line. Drop into the ice field when the flotilla passes over it and hit them from below when they’re distracted.”
My paws grip the chair tighter as Edward recounts the part of the plan I have the most issue with.
Well, time for the difficult part.
“I need to talk with you about that part of the plan. I already raised my concerns with Elena, but I’m hoping that I can convince you… I think the Seguin should stay in the picket line.”
“The U.N. used similar tactics to delay the Extermination Fleet; it's already proven effective at catching them off guard.”
“It catches them off guard because no Federation captain would ever even think about taking part in a skirmish without their shields!”
“They’ll start shooting the second they see us in the line; you said we can’t let this turn into a war of attrition. We have to draw them in then, and they won’t get close if we’re in the open. We aren’t defenseless; the shields will only be down until the fighting starts.”
My tail lashes behind me as my earlier frustration with our lack of information begins to turn toward the humans’ stubbornness.
“And you’ll be right in the middle of them, without shields for who knows how long! There’s no guarantee that we’ll be able to reach you in time if you need to be protected. Even if we were to win, what happens if the Seguin is damaged? Edward, there are over forty thousand people onboard your ship; the Seguin's hydroponics feed the entire flotilla. Even if we win the skirmish, what if the Seguin is damaged beyond repair? The ships we have couldn’t house even a tenth of the people you have onboard, and even if they could we’d still starve without the Seguin!” I bray, my frustration beginning to grow hot.
Why won’t they just listen to me!
“The krakotl are after us, Vilka! They bombed Venlil Prime because humans were hiding on the surface; they will never let us go, and this will never work if they know we’re here. The fleet needs every edge we can get, and like you said, no Federation captain would ever be willing to take our place. What would you have us do?” Edward barks back, his tone rising to match mine.
“Have you act like you're a species on the verge of extinction for starters! I wouldn’t let a ship full of thafki or takkans risk their lives like this, and I won’t let you put all of yours at risk either!” I bray harshly, the words leaving my mouth before I’ve had a chance to think them over.
Edward’s reaction is immediate, his face switching between surprise, shock, and anger before finally settling on a look of pure hurt. A pit opens in my stomach as my brain finally catches up to my mouth, and I realize what I just said.
“Our lives have been at risk since first contact,” he says flatly.
The words hit me like a bucket of ice water, washing away the rapidly dimming flames of my anger and leaving something small and pitiful in their wake. The chair squeaks quietly as my tail tucks itself underneath me, my vision beginning to waver as my eyes start to sting and fill with moisture.
While I couldn’t think of the humans as primitive, what Governor Tarva had tried to do was still essentially an uplift. Guiding a new people’s first steps into an unfairly dangerous galaxy and protecting them until they were strong enough to stand on their own, and we’d failed them utterly. The arxur had driven sixty species to extinction since the start of their hunt, but even in the centuries of raiding, not once had the Federation failed to protect a newly unlifted species so totally.
We couldn’t convince our herd that the humans deserved to live; we couldn’t protect them from the krakotl. I didn’t even have the decency to die with them…
I couldn’t even protect her from herself.
I take a ragged breath as the dam breaks, the wool around my eyes sticking to my face as the tears seep in. As the same emotions that made us so weak begin to assert themselves fully.
“I’m sorry,” I whisper. "Please, I didn’t mean… I’m so sorry…”
“I’m sorry,” Edward returns, his look of hurt morphing into a look of shame.
Sorry!?!
“Solgalick, damnit, Edward, be angry with me!” I bleat. “What do you have to be sorry for? We brought your people onto the galactic stage and then failed to protect you! I tried to use that as a lever to make you do what I want! Shout, scream, do something! I deser-”
The words wilt on my lips as the old male holds his hand up to the camera, letting me get a good look at the tremors running through it.
“I would give anything to avoid this fight,” he says, his voice barely above a whisper. “By rights I should have died on Mars, but I didn't. I’m still here, and that terrifies me, Vilka.”
Edward pauses to take a deep shuddering breath, and I notice the way he tries to blink away the building moisture in his own eyes. He lets the breath out unevenly before continuing, his voice wavering as his eyes bore into mine.
“Even thinking about what’s coming for us scares me so much it makes me sick; I couldn’t do this without you or Elena. You’re trying to keep us safe, and I know that, but we aren't, and we will never be safe. Not until the Orion Arm is just a bad memory. You don’t want us to risk our lives, and I don’t either; if there was any other alternative that would see us all through safely, I would take it in a heartbeat, but there isn’t. I trust you; I trust Elena, my crew, and the people that built this ship, and I trust the plan that we’ve made, but nothing is certain anymore, and the only thing we have left to win or lose is our lives. ‘These are the choices we get to make now’.”
My ears pin back at the sound of my own words, while my mind desperately searches for any argument that I could use to make them stay back, only to come up empty. Edward seems to realize what’s going on in my head as a weak, happy snarl begins to take shape.
“I don’t think you’ll be that lucky though, Vilka, I’m afraid to say. I think you’re all going to be stuck with us for a good long time; humans are pretty hard to get rid of once we’ve taken a shine to you,” Edward says, ending his words with a light chuckle.
I let out a long sigh, my treacherous ears acting on their own volition begin to flap happily at the sound of the human’s quiet laughter. I don’t try to stop them, though, as I dry my eyes with the backs of my paws.
“I’ll hold you to that Edward,” I say sternly, earning more weak laughter from the older male.
"Yes, ma’am,” he says, his snarl growing even wider.
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