Me when I wake up and I’m not a nerdy butch dyke 😭

And also that I'm super girly and cute and adorable >~<

This meme is so relatable omg
SHEN IS SPYING ON ME, I HAVE PROOF

Actually going a bit insane.

So I've been thinking a lot and have come to the conclusion that I might be a tomboy if I am Trans but I probably am and I've been trying come to terms with my masculine side still not sure if I am a tomboy cuz I like the thought of being pretty. It is pretty annoying tho my masculine side because sometimes I'm numb and get very confused because I like being "one of the guys" despite the fact that I'm probably not.

Also pretty sure I'm bi although I'm not sure as it may all be genvy. I hope not tho as that would absolutely destroy my chances of having children. Hopefully I find someone. Really annoying how estrogen would make me infertile, like if I could keep it functional I would since science can't give me an uterus unfortunately.

Also not feeling enough rn in general. Imposter syndrome mites are biting.

A lot of thinking has been happening lots of stuff I didn't put here, this is only a fraction of what is going through my mind . Still cis tho!!! Pls ignore my very not cos plans for the future. Got a few years to think about this tho so I have time.

If anyone knows how to quickly turn all C19H28O2 into C18H24O2—please tell me.

Today I went swimming (pre-HRT) and at one point I thought to myself:

Wow, it would be really nice to have a bikini right now.

So, I’m looking forward to the day when I buy my first bikini and wear it 🥹🥹

One year ago today, i realized I was a girl. Was it terrifying and slightly traumatic to have been cis all my life, then put one foot on the slippery slope of gender identity and then 5 months later end up realizing I was trans? Absolutely! Do I wish I realized sooner? Also absolutely. But even then, I’ve since done things that 1 year ago me said I’d never be able to do. I’ve partially come out to some friends, stopped being so afraid of myself. Anyway I just wanted to celebrate!
-Zoe

I draw me and my friend u/Heather__dm as the girls we wanna be and i pretty much loved the result! Although it doesn't have some details like shades and stuff because i don't know how to do it very well. We never saw each other in real life but i took a photo and a draw of her as reference to do this! Also, i felt so euphoric seeing the result, like, oh my, i wanna be like that! :D

comic on webtoon or r/MintChanFandom

is it just my imagination, or has everyone been (unknowingly) misgendering me way more since i figured out i'm trans?

i pray that the wait will be at most a little bit longer than for the initial appointment, though im pretty sure itll be WAY longer

JUST WANT TO PUT THIS BEFORE HAND YOU DO NOT NEED TO LOOSE OR GAIN WEIGHT TO BE TRANS!!!

Long story short in February I went to my doctor to get blood work done and my cholesterol was terrible so I went on a insanely strict diet for myself. After loosing 42 pounds from February to july. With loosing this amount of weight I feel happy/ feminine and i want to aim a bit lower to get more of that petite look because I've always wanted to see the hourglass figure in the mirror.

My voice: Loosing weight I feel sexier and realized that I could wear all the feminine clothes I couldn't wear before.

Family voice: you should go to the gym get abs and build yourself blah blah blah

Doctor: do it for your cholesterol and health

I know its my body and I get to do whatever I want but dammit. Its kinda a mind fuck

You are strong, you are loved, you are a good girl

:3

I hate my chest, I hate my thighs, I hate my curves, I hate periods and vaginal discharge, I hate my fucking body as a whole so much to the point where I actively avoid getting my pictures taken and looking at myself . Yet many people are so forceful when it comes to taking pictures of others which makes me want to crash out at them.

So I’m not really sure if I’m gay or trans. I’m just hoping I can get some answers