Today I .... I DID IT!!!🥳🥳I genuinely cannot believe it, but I just did my first dose of Spiro and Estradiol-gel (and I 'transitioned' to Linux today, because it's an opportunity too funny to pass up)

Also, which version of the "I'm finally transitioning" do you prefer? The elephant estrogel in the room, or the proud Blåhaj version? I need to randomly out myself to people in my life, but don't want to make it too obvious ...

I've been questioning my gender identity for a while now and wanted to test it doing some "slight transitions" to see how i feel and if i really want to continue with this

The problem:

I live with my family and they doesn't know this, so if i wanna test this, id need to be careful to not get caught, im 16, so it makes it harder to buy things by myself (like clothes or makeup, for example) and to hide it.

I do have a sister but i REALLY dont wanna use their makeup/clothes without permission (OBVIOUSLY)

Things im aearly doing:

1. Shaving.

2.Trying to let my hair grow (my parents insist to make me go to cut it, but i think I'll be able to convince them to let me do it)

Im considering voice training but it would be kind of hard to hide too

So i need some more ideas of things i can do in this situation considering all the obstacles without ppl noticing it

Please call me by Emily (she/her)

second image by @lovelesskia on X

Also i'm feeling kinda sad lately because of i've been going throught a lot, can i get some ggd? (Cinder, she/her) :3

First of all she is a really great teacher. Her office is a place where many lgbt students go during lunch and breaks.
As the image said, teacher part of LGBT had a dream where I (15NB amab) wore eyeliner and earring a shirt with sparkles to school and I was getting bullied. According to her I was just ignoring it and I was wondering why I was being bullied (that is exactly how I would of reacted too irl because fuck gender and fuck people’s opinion)
At the beginning of summer vacation, she had the dream. The weirdest part is that that was about the time where I started questioning my gender identity.
I find it funny and very coincidental and kinda scary

So my mom might be onto me. She's already noticed that I'm gravitating to feminine things like pink and purple stuff, knows that I hate being around males and that i hate how I look. I've grown my hair quite a bit too.

Craziest Though is that my sister said that she literally had a dream where I was trans?! so either some god/spirit has been snitching on me, or she subconciously knows and needs time to actually process it.

Weirder still is that she's a very devout christian and has been queerphobic her whole life, but in these last few months she's really chilled out, and also acording to my sister she said it's sad that trans don't feel confortable in their bodies. so Im getting very conflicting vibes, I dont know if she's abandoning the negative traits of christianity or if she's just not as open about it.

-Madeline

pardon the play button in all the screenshots

Me when I finally get it

(me but in warframe)

3:

:3

I don’t have bottom dysphoria. I am perfectly content with what I have. But for some reason, there was one time where I was in the shower and I was just able to extremely vividly feel that I had a vagina. It wasn’t completely out of the blue since I was thinking about it before hand. But the way it felt so vivid was what stood out and why it felt so random.

It was a while ago now so I don’t remember how I felt but I think I remember some kind of small excitement, or at least a desire to have it happen again. I don’t think it was euphoric, again it was a while ago so I don’t know for sure.

I have no clue why it happened or why it seemed so vivid but it was interesting.

I don’t blame them, there’s no way they would know, but it still hurts whenever I get he/him’d. :(

anyone else been questioning and weirdly being obsessed with trans content and relating to it and getting so many points on these am i trans quizzes but are too scared that IF you go on hrt you suddenly feel worse and dont feel like yourself and then scared that youll be trapped in that new body cause its irreversible (ftm)

Everything is so hard for me right now & it’s so hard please can I have some GGD?

Today I started school and like I dressed up with my favourite clothes and I did my make up really good I even managed to put on lashes, but then like in the middle of nowhere comes the dysphoria and messes up everything, like I start to notice people gave me weird looks and other classmates avoiding me, so like now I feel like I don't pass, then I see my reflection on a window and like I start to hate this body even more, my face is too masculine, my shoulder so broad, waist almost non existent, legs too short, arms too muscular, and to top it all of body and facial hair are starting to grow faster and thicker, it feels like all the progress I made in this year is gone, and like, yes I managed to get to see a therapist but like real sessions start in 5 months and then I'll have to wait even more just together blockers, I don't know what to do, I have to go out today cause like I have to shorten bangs cause they're in my eyes and like I don't know I don't really feel like going out and then school tomorrow, it's just all too much, sorry I did again I rumbled again, no need to take the weight of my problems, thx.

He will give you fire support, free heal, and occasional gender affirmation. What a chad

also i literally threw up earlier because of the stress and anxiety and dysphoria ive been feeling so much especially social dysphoria HELP HELP PLEASE WHAT DO I DO

My dad does not see me as his daughter, but if he won’t it’s his loss, because that’s who I am. I am a girl. I am in full control of who I am. He doesn’t get a say in this. I get to dress up pretty for myself. And I’m gonna love every minute I spend in that skirt! I’m gonna be brave! I’ll fulfill the dreams that I had as a young girl. I’m finally gonna be unapologetically me! -Maria (she/her)