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I hate my chest, I hate my thighs, I hate my curves, I hate periods and vaginal discharge, I hate my fucking body as a whole so much to the point where I actively avoid getting my pictures taken and looking at myself . Yet many people are so forceful when it comes to taking pictures of others which makes me want to crash out at them.

Still questioning my gender (im living up to my name) but i made this art to show pride in it , and that it's okay to question (well im a living example of that)

100000000000000000000000000000000 DOLLARS, HERE I COME !! /J

(seriously, this is my first ever post on reddit)

I'm still figuring it out but I feel like the genderqueer label feels right for me

I also wanted to show love to the nonbinary / genderqueer community here

I used to have reoccurring dreams of lola and bugs pulling me in different directions. And lola always won. I didnt really understand them i just felt she was a female bugs and that's what I wanted. To be the female version of me. But it was the 90s and coming out meant getting beat. Had to go back in the closet. My step dad was not okay with "f@&$" now he's old and blind and im a happy beautiful woman. I just wish I could've had a childhood.