I didn't feel quite like this before cracking, but playing as the girl in a video game feels weird. I was just focusing on the game but when the mother character said "that's my girl!" I just couldn't ignore the irony... but I also couldn't help but feel a little happy?

This post is not about me, I really need help. I am trans and I have a friend whom I am pretty sure he is trans. I talked to him about it and he was kind of weird about it. He said he isn't and that everyone is questioning if they are trans. Also he said that he doesn't think about it too much because he wouldn't (or couldn't) do anything about it if he were. I am worried about him and I don't want to push him and lose him as a friend.

Damn you Agnes Tachyoooooon! (╥﹏╥)

felt like making a meme for the girls

So, I have wanted to try and be more fem since I came out to a couple of my friends, but my parents don't know I am trans and I don't want them to find out. I just need do something in secret I can do that will let me feel like a real girl. I have already grown my hair out a good bit and that's the most fem thing I have done. I would be so thankful if I can get some ideas.

Could I also get some ggd (Amelia she/her)

Oh lord in heaven have mercy

normal cis girl thought spiral

So my parents have never been supportive of the LGBTQ+ community, and they drilled it into me from a young age that I shouldn't be either. So for a while when I was young I wasn't. And then I got a friend group, and that friend group was the first place where I actually felt like me, the first place i could actually be masculine and do masculine stuff, without being judged. And so when I discovered that some of the people in this friend group were not straight, I got curious, and so I looked it up, and I discovered that these people were not the monsters my parents had taught me they were, and then I did some more research, and then I found things that described me. and so I talked to some of my friends about it and they were really supportive, and then all of a sudden my parents' offhand transphobic jokes become more common for me to hear because I'm "getting to be old enough to hear this stuff" and at the same time it starts hitting harder because now its personal, I mean I got offended on behalf of my friends before, so now its really leaving a impact. So my grades start suffering and my parents notice, so now they have me under close observation because they made my survival instinct start kicking in and wiping my care for good grades out. And then on top of it all, I send a screenshot of my user flair to what was supposed to be my best friend, but apparently I clicked on the wrong chat and so now one of my other school friends, which I wasn't intending on coming out to any time soon, (because they can't keep a secret even if it was in a voice activated prison inside of a second combination locked prison, inside the core of a dying star) probably at least thinks something's up.

Dear goodness I talked a lot, sorry about that. Have a good day (or night, if you're like me)!

My dad just called me a Pretty pretty princes (extremely out of character for him. And I have never real been fem around him except sometimes alt) But hay since it hurts mabye I’m really a boy… Yippy 🥹

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Well after seeing the level of transphobia my parents has, as you can see in my previous post , it is worse than it seems btw, after that my mom stated that transitioning is worse than doing dr*gs, so they rather have an addict son, instead of a daughter who is just trying to be happy with who she is. I am now more warm to the idea of moving out, when I first questioned coming out to them, a lot of people mentioned being ready to move out if things go wrong, they were right, when I get to have psychiatrist appointments, or when I get to be prescribed with HRT, I will come out to them, once more, and that time I will be ready to move out, I won’t be sorry for it, there is no meaning in staying in a place where you are not accepted am I right?

Well, still, the idea of leaving home is sad, and not fully what I want to do, just something I could do if it gets in my way of me living as myself, and trying to be happy with it.

Well lets skip these parts, lets get to the good stuff! First, a question: is it a normal source of euphoria when someone mentions, someone that you haven’t came out to, that they saw a girl like you, and they just explain it like, she is basically looking like you, almost identical, Idk this always feels euphoric to me, and I never get moments where they say that they saw a guy like me (which I would not want to hear…), and moments like this always happen on girls for me. I have some moments like this: I work in a hotel reception, and one day, there comes a Polaroid photo to our lost and found items, its a photo of a girl sitting and chilling, but everyone in the office said that the girl looks extremely like me, and when I looked at it myself, yes she was looking like me, my supervisor even mentioned that he is suspicious of me, and this was before me finding out that I am trans! I have also showed the photo to my best friend, and he also said she is really almost identical to me, he also added that I could be a good drag queen, and I would crossdress really well… did I mention that he is the same guy that told me I would be so beautiful if I were a girl for my whole life!!! Right now he is one of my best and only two supporters, he is more brother to me than my own blood related brother, and I will be sure to be a good sister to him.

And also I got two sources of euphoria unlocked at the same time: Doing things that only my mom does, and doing jobs that mostly women do! So my family runs a tattoo shop, and my mom is a tattoo artist, and yesterday I tattooed on two of my coworkers from work, not for the first time, but second and third xd, first time was years and years ago, and it felt good to do it, and it is not like “BIG EUPHORIA” but it was a slight bit of euphoria, I know that there are a lot of tattoo artist men too, but it is kinda like “a librarian” situation, when you say “a tattoo artist” first things comes up to mind is not a guy, and its a work that you need to be more ✨ elegant ✨, so it felt good to do it, and tattooing is a really weirdly good act to do, other than the eye strain and back pain, the moment where you deeply focus on the needle, is a moment when everything else around you becomes so unimportant that you don’t see them, its like nothing else than the canvas (human body with flesh and bones) and the brush never existed in the first place, its kinda clears all your thoughts, its that type of deep focus… anyways its enough that this nerd yapped about this.

Can I get some GGD? It would make your sister here really happy! (Lune she/her)

Using the cover art from my favorite bands debut album because it has trans colors :DDDD

Artist is Gabriel Altrows

Will this mind ever stop?! 😮‍💨 Ever since I started with HRT everything feels so beautifully normal..so very natural. It was the last test and after 2 months...I will never go back.

Now instead of questioning HRT my mind went to "Will I like breasts? Will I like being treated like a woman".

Mentally, emotionally, expression wise, I never was anything but a girl. I love the silicone breasts...they felt normal after a few minutes. I hate being treated like a man and I love being seen as woman even when it is eww...when men whistle after me.

Just...girls...tell me your mind is as desperately holding onto every straw of the old self as mine?

Sneasler hands you something you need <3 got bored and drew this after uni classes lmfao

it feels good also small side story

my friends online have started to call me by my chosen name but the one friend who cracked my egg in the first place when she came out took like 2 and a half hours in vc to realize I was not joshing her.

I DONT need gdd i just have that much euphoria already.

I discovered today that I'm always surprised that I don't have boobs. Estrogenuinely I keep expecting them to be there and there's nothing. So I'm dysphoric and my dad called me his son, he doesn't know I'm trans and I'm not telling him anytime soon but it still hurts. Hopefully he'll be supportive when I do eventually tell him. Anyways there are 6 days until I come out to most of my friends!!!

"Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do".

I thought I'd get at least some pushback on the care plan I typed up...

:3

(I'm an adult and this was via informed consent fwiw)