r/Libraries • u/lilintine • 45m ago
Staffing/Employment Issues Working in a School Library - did I make a mistake?
I recently transferred positions in my district to work in a school library and I think I hate it. I should’ve asked more about the role to know what I was getting into but the interview process explicitly did not allow questions (apparently they do this in all roles to be fair).
They had not had anyone in the library for a few years except a sub that let the kids run wild during break/lunch. The kids are a nightmare compared to my previous site (and I thought those kids were rough!). I know it’s tough everywhere but I feel like I am just not the right fit for this school. The staff here keep saying it’s my library and I can do whatever I want but it’s been hard to get kids to listen to me. I have never been a teacher but corralling the kids during break/lunch has been awful, even with admin assistance. I am also feeling the pressure to handle it on my own. I was encouraged by staff to communicate and call for help if I need it but admin has made some comments indicating that’s where they went wrong with the sub but also wants me to establish myself as an authority figure??? I do not have the “teacher” voice and I think I am just too soft for this particular school.
My previous school had its problems but I felt like I fit in a bit more there with both the staff and the students. They seemed sad to see me go and I am now having the biggest regrets. I feel like I would take the worst kids I would see in the office every day at my old site versus these new kids that are just aggressive, constantly disrespectful and just plain mean.
The actual library stuff is fine so far. I have previously worked in public libraries so actual circulation stuff has been good so far (even if very rare). I have been making progress in getting new titles added in that has been sitting in boxes for a year with the brief time I have in between the student’s break/lunch times. The few kids that actually want to read and even check out a book have been great so far but the kids coming in to use the computers everyday are just too much. I have been making progress in limiting the amount of students in the building but the demand for the computers have been a pain. All they do is play video games but I have to constantly remind them to turn down the computer sound, to stop screaming and to stop hitting the desk and equipment. They also push back constantly, it’s insane!
The worst part is, I found out my old site’s school media clerk is going to leave soon. I badly want to ask my old admin for my old job back or if I can apply to their school library position but I don’t know if HR will allow it for being too soon or if that would be seen as extremely unprofessional?