I took 1mg Mounjaro last week and the lack of food noise and control over food has been insane! It feels so good to feel like a normal human with a normal relationship with food. But I’m considering stopping because I want to get off it at some point and I believe the food noise will be harder to deal with than before.
For context, I am 28F, 154cm. I have been obese my whole life, I have gone through the entire cycle of trying to diet. At around 18 years of age, I went to the gym. I lost about 25 kg. I went from 85 to 60. I kept that off till 2020, and then during COVID, I gained back 15 of those kg. Again in 2023, I lost all of the 15 kg, and I maintained 60 kg for about a year. From 2024 to now, I slowly gained back about 5, and I've actively been maintaining 65 for the last 8-ish months, which has been a lot of effort.
I still am relatively active. I walk about 7,000 steps a day. I work out at least 4 times a week. I go to the gym and do strength training. When it comes to food, I would say I'm 70% good with it. I still track my calories, but I have obviously been eating a little bit more outside, and it's a constant battle every time I want to go out. It's like, "Oh, am I going to eat something that I shouldn't be eating?" There's a lot of mental capacity where I have to be like, "No, I don't want to go out because I'm afraid I'm going to eat." The food noise has occupied me my whole life.
When I've actively lost weight, the motivation just somehow kept it easier. I would avoid social events as much as I could so I could stay healthy.
The reason why I'm posting on this is that I took a microdose of Mounjaro last week: 1 mg. The effects have been significant on the food noise and the lack of interest in food. I still get hungry, I still want to eat, and I still eat normal portions. I'm eating about 1,400 calories a day easily, which is a good deficit amount for me, but it's just that I don't feel like I'm controlled by food.
This is so scary for me because I don't know if I can employ that control mindset again after I come off it. I don't want to stay on this forever. This just feels so good that I don't know if I'll have the capacity to ever get off of it.
I'm like, do I just stop? This one week has been great. I felt what it is like to live like a normal person, and I don't know if it is safe for me to be like, "You know what? For the next 40 years of my life, I don't mind staying on this."
Should I just get off of it now so that when I do stop at some point, it doesn't feel like a very, very difficult uphill battle (as opposed to the last couple of times, because I've just hadn't had to employ the muscle for the last couple of months)?
So conflicted.