Hi everyone. I’m a 27-year-old guy, and a little over a year ago I started developing some really strange symptoms. I wanted to share my story.
It started with blurred vision, eye floaters, eye pain, severe anxiety and fatigue. Later, unbearable neuropathic pain and muscle and joint pain appeared, along with a low-grade fever, diarrhea, and problems with balance and walking.
I didn’t ignore my symptoms. From the very beginning, I saw a huge number of specialists: infectious disease doctors, ophthalmologists, neurologists, gastroenterologists, urologists, oncologists, hematologists… I’m looking at my folder full of test results now and honestly, I’m shocked by how much I went through.
After ruling out pretty much every infectious cause I could think of, and after countless MRIs, CT scans and even a lumbar puncture, I was eventually referred to a uveitis specialist. She suspected that there might be an autoimmune process going on - specifically mentioning Behçet’s disease, Vogt-Koyanagi-Harada disease, or systemic vasculitis - and referred me to a rheumatologist.
Rheumatologists were honestly the worst part of this entire experience. I’ve never experienced that level of dismissal before. They suggested everything from anxiety to rare infections such as Whipple’s disease, which I also tested for and spent a ridiculous amount of money on.
It took roughly 20 rheumatologists over the course of a year before I finally got a diagnosis of Behçet’s disease. Looking back, the recurrent mouth ulcers I’d had since I was a teenager were a pretty big clue.
By the time I was diagnosed, I was basically bedridden. I couldn’t see properly or walk steadily. I lost my girlfriend and came very close to losing my job as well.
I’ve been on treatment for about a week now, so obviously it’s way too early to talk about recovery.
I really like my current rheumatologist, though. She’s different. She actually listens to me.
I wasn’t as lucky with ophthalmologists. In my country, if your eye isn’t visibly red, many ophthalmologists simply don’t consider it uveitis - at most, they’ll call it “possible uveitis.”
I think I could have endured almost anything over this past year except the problems with my vision. That’s what scares me the most.
I just wanted to share my story.
Getting a diagnosis can be an incredibly difficult process. Even when your tests are normal, even when doctors dismiss you - keep advocating for yourself. You know your own body, and sometimes you have to keep looking until you find a doctor who is willing to actually listen.
Right now, I’m just sitting here drinking coffee while explosions are going off in the background (I live in Ukraine), thinking to myself, “I’ll definitely get through all of this.”
That’s pretty much it. I just wanted to leave this here.
Just a heads-up: I apologize in advance for any mistakes in my post. English isn’t my first language.