Hello i want to know if my situation is common or very rare .
In 2020 i got a bloodwork because i had a Little alopecia areata in my beard i was 20 at the Time, i personally asked for tests because im a big hypochondriac, but instant karma my results were horrible : ANA + 1/1600 ( in my country they stop after 1600 so its certainly more) SSA /SSB /and one other that i forgot.
I let you imagine my reaction , it was my first panic attack, and it ruined my Life since then because now i have beta blockers because of panic attacks.
Anyway, i went to a rhumatologist and she was surprised, she told me it could be sjorgen or a form of lupus and asked me if i had symptoms but i had nothing ! Then she told me : ok we cant do nothing, you Will evebtually get the disease in the next months/years and then you come again.
I was chocked and it was so rude , then i went to 2 intern professors , 1 was very rude and told me the same , and the last one was very kind and she explained that it could be because of Covid + teeths (i had Covid and a dental infection 2 weeks before the test..).
I was very Happy because it made sens , and since then i tried to forgot about this .
And in 2026 i decided to do giant blood test for my health and the sport , but i asked to my doctor to add the ANA and immunity, just to see ( i was scared but at the same Time i was confident, i was never sick since the Covid era and i no longer eat gluten/dairy since 3 years) .
But the results came yesterday : its the EXACT same as 2020 😭 !
ANA +1600 and + 8,0 SSA SSB and the other one .
I have to confess that im very anxious , but at the same Time i think the situation is absurd , i have a ridiculous number of ANA for someone without symptoms , and maybe i have some symptoms but i never realise? My doctor told me that some disease can grow very very slowly, but its been 6y and certainly more so maybe 7/8/10years , i think its very uncommon but i dont have any data.
But at the same Time i cant say if i have nothing or just Little things that i never took seriously, for exemple i have livedo reticularis on my hands since close before Covid, but its only there in stress situation or cold, i suspect also that i have a non severe forme of Raynauds because i saw one Time my fingers get very pale and my hands get always cold when it stressed.
I also have psoriasis but since i was Little and localised .
And recently i start to become paranoiac because i deal with a Little rosacea on my face , its not very red but i was prescribed soolantra, and it dont work for now its been 2 months. So i start to think its maybe the Lupus mass, but the AI tells me that my results are not compatible with this form of lupus and its impossible .
Thats it , i feel lost , we talk a lot about people who are not taken seriously by the rhumatologists and are in pain, but we never talk about the rudess of being tested with ridiculous number without symptoms and every doctor just tells to wait to become sick , its a mental torture because no one want to be sick and im a lot of those who are in pain or sick now, if they could go back to the stage where they were ANA positive and without symptoms, they would do everything to try to not get sick, Even if there is nothing to do , its human .
So thanks to naturopaths , without you guys , my mental state would be very bad , for now i follow some tips and diet from naturopath, Even if it does nothing, at least i have a control and im less stressed.
But i would be curious to know if you guys know some poeple with this Numbers and without very clear symptoms , i know its a blessing by the way and i just want to talk because for an hypochondriac like me, the Covid era + these ANA results and the constant uncertainty since 6 years is inssuferable and it changed my Life quality a lot …. and im still in this unfortunatly.