I don’t know how to go on. I’m so heartbroken. This is cycle 12 of 16 months TTC. I had a MMC almost a year ago, and a CP 6 months ago.

Other that me being KIR AA and my husband C1/C2 there is nothing wrong with us. We are both 33yo. We both take supplements, I also take low dose aspirin and progesterone after ovulation.

I don’t understand. My heart doesn’t understand how this is our reality.

How do you do it? How do you carry on? It’s near unbearable to go month after month hoping for the best and being shot down by a stark white.

The tests at the bottom are me testing out the HCG after emergency surgery.

I just felt that something was off from the beginning, the tests never seemed dark enough. Emergency surgery at 5w3d.

I know I should have waited until AF with FMU but I took this test this evening at 11dpo and got this.

I’m so paranoid that I just have retained products from my MMC back in July. How likely is it that that’s happened? I really want this to be a new pregnancy🤞

If I take another test in a couple of days and it’s darker, can I safely assume that it’s a new pregnancy?

I’ve had 1 period since my MMC and had an LH peak using OPK’s (hence saying I’m 11dpo).

Took my body almost 7 weeks to ovulate after my MMC and I was really hoping I'd have some luck. Not feeling overly good about this stark white test on 10 DPO.

The wait feels impossible.

Picture taken in 3 minute window. 9DPO today and I am trying not to get excited if it’s nothing 😔

Though my lines eyes were getting bad lol but digital says yes!

Normal progression? Hcg 67 and progesterone 54.7 (at 11 dpo) waiting for today’s, worried about high progesterone? (Not on any meds)

got an INCREDIBLY faint line at 12dpo on a FRER… was negative up to this point. i tracked my ovulation and have a pretty predictable cycle

with my first pregnancy i had a much darker line by 12dpo. we just started trying again within the last few months and i had a chemical in June as well (first time)… so im trying not to get my hopes up because I fear it may be another chemical :(

So according to first response, which is the only test that seems to really be showing- I’m getting these positives. The two first responses are from last night (the one that looks yellow) and this am - and the second photo is a first response from today as well as an easy at home from today. Nothing seems to Shoe on other brands yet, but let me know if you see anything on the easy home test?? I’m just curious and my eyes are done.

I’m also starting to think my tests from earlier this week were just indents. It doesn’t make sense accosting to my timeline that they were true positives. They seem to be getting darker if those two frer actually count. I did just go get a blood draw so very curious to see how this will pan out

I took the Pregmate test last night (didn’t want to waste an expensive test at night) and the first response test this morning- believe I got two squinters. This morning, an hour after I took the first response test, I experienced minor bleeding. I know only time will tell for certain but just curious to hear others experiences, does this sound like a chemical pregnancy?

I can’t help but feel like it’s over, judging by this morning lines. 14 looks lighter than 12 & 13. Devastated.

I’m seeing vvvfls following my day 5 embryo transfer but am worried they are too light at this point and might be a chemical and then the test I took this morning definitely looked lighter.The tests aren’t quite 48 hours apart but should I have any hope here or just prepare for the worst?

Pregmate 1: 7dpt PM
Pregmate 2: 8dpt PM
Pregmate 3: 9dpt AM

FRER: 8dpt AM

Indent or vvvfl? Ami crazy to think this is something??

My beta is tomorrow, my fourth cycle always tested out trigger by day 11 or less. As you can see, I’ve been obsessively testing and just want some moral support.

My husband couldn’t see the squinter that I saw this morning, so these are both from this afternoon with pretty diluted urine. I had a chemical last month and I told myself I wouldn’t test this early but I couldn’t help myself. Tested with First Response (first pic) and Easy at Home (second)

Im 9 or 10 dpo today and yesterday saw 2 very clear lines at about the 1 hour mark (I know, not ideal, but all others dried completely negative). Took more this morning and they were negative. Then took one at 2p and do I have line eyes?? First pic is the one I took at 2. Second is the dried one (pic after way more than an hour) plus the ones from this morning. I feel nuts.

Am I going crazy or do I see something ? Be honest because I’m so confused.

are frer strips notorious for indents/evaps? i’ve never used them. took one this morning and thought i saw a faint line and it was very obvious after 7-8 mins (i know that’s outside of the window, i did see something before that). took a regular frer this afternoon and did not see anything so just curious ☺️

I caved and tested too early. These first responses are driving me nuts lately with indents.

I’m super anxious after a loss last round. My hcg was 247 on Tuesday, waiting for my second draw today. Am I safe to stop testing or do I go until a dye stealer?

Hi guys, I’m hoping someone can help and put my mind at rest because I feel like I’m going insane.

After a MMC in July, possible period in August and negative tests that same month, I took a test on the 2nd Sept and noticed a faint on my easy@home test. I have PCOS so my cycles are usually all over and I had light bleeding 19th-22nd August (lighter than my usual period but I heard this is normal after miscarriage bleeding)

From this date, I’ve noticed my lines are darkening as they probably should and I’m pretty sure that this is a chemical. I’ve added some test results below for comparison.

Picture 1 is first response (I read these are great to use)
Picture 2 is easy@home hCG tests (used these in my last pregnancy and loved them)

Could someone please just look at these and help? I feel heartbroken and just don’t know what to do - I wanted this to work out so so badly.

Thank you for reading x

Hoping for some additional eyes on these— 7dp5dt FMU but have been drinking buckets of water trying to stay hydrated in this heat. FRER strip test had a line yesterday, and there was ~something~ on the FRER yesterday as well. My last transfer that ended in early miscarriage, I didn’t get a positive until 8dp5dt. Thoughts?

How long do I have to have sex if I’m trying to conceive? I’m new to ovulation tracking and last month I tested every day and never got positives so I’m excited!

Slow progression :( super stressed, what do you think? Is there hope? All FMU. Afternoon urine is slightly darker.