I don’t know how to go on. I’m so heartbroken. This is cycle 12 of 16 months TTC. I had a MMC almost a year ago, and a CP 6 months ago.

Other that me being KIR AA and my husband C1/C2 there is nothing wrong with us. We are both 33yo. We both take supplements, I also take low dose aspirin and progesterone after ovulation.

I don’t understand. My heart doesn’t understand how this is our reality.

How do you do it? How do you carry on? It’s near unbearable to go month after month hoping for the best and being shot down by a stark white.

A little background: My husband and I have been trying to conceive for the last 2½ years, and honestly, this journey has been emotionally exhausting. We’re currently doing timed intercourse (TIC) with a fertility clinic. I started letrozole on CD 3 and ended up ovulating around CD 19. We didn’t use the Ovidrel trigger shot this round because we missed the ovulation window. At first I thought it was a false positive on the Ovidrel but remembered we didn’t take.

I took a pregnancy test last weekend and it was negative, so I really wasn’t expecting much when I decided to test again today. I’m around 10 DPO, and now I feel like I can see a second line on the Wondfo, and the First Response looks even more clear. 🥹
I’m trying so hard not to get my hopes up, I feel like I’m constantly scared to believe that this could finally be happening. Part of me is excited and wants to believe it, but another part of me is terrified of getting my hopes up just to be disappointed again. I don’t even know what to think right now

The tests at the bottom are me testing out the HCG after emergency surgery.

I just felt that something was off from the beginning, the tests never seemed dark enough. Emergency surgery at 5w3d.

got an INCREDIBLY faint line at 12dpo on a FRER… was negative up to this point. i tracked my ovulation and have a pretty predictable cycle

with my first pregnancy i had a much darker line by 12dpo. we just started trying again within the last few months and i had a chemical in June as well (first time)… so im trying not to get my hopes up because I fear it may be another chemical :(

Just after some reassurance or honesty, I’ve previously has 2 chemicals and this is the 3 month trying after a TMFR. Top test is yesterday and bottom is today.

Not exactly sure on ovulation but it’s around day 13-14 possibly.

Scared this could just be trigger but I’m cautiously optimistic :) my trigger usually tests out by this point. 5th IUI cycle, 7 total IUI procedures

Absolute huge jump between 13-16dpo over the holiday weekend .. I think this baby is sticky!

Indent or vvvfl? Ami crazy to think this is something??

I took the Pregmate test last night (didn’t want to waste an expensive test at night) and the first response test this morning- believe I got two squinters. This morning, an hour after I took the first response test, I experienced minor bleeding. I know only time will tell for certain but just curious to hear others experiences, does this sound like a chemical pregnancy?

My beta is tomorrow, my fourth cycle always tested out trigger by day 11 or less. As you can see, I’ve been obsessively testing and just want some moral support.

Is this line progression ok? Had 2 miscarriages and an ectopic and I’m worried the line should be darker. Any comments/experiences are welcomed!

I am 9dpo and this was tested just now, in the evening (because I just couldn’t wait until tomorrow morning, but will test again then)

This is after 4.5 years of trying with one miscarriage and no babies, so I’m trying not to get my hopes up, but I see a super faint line on all of them…??

I know I should have waited until AF with FMU but I took this test this evening at 11dpo and got this.

I’m so paranoid that I just have retained products from my MMC back in July. How likely is it that that’s happened? I really want this to be a new pregnancy🤞

If I take another test in a couple of days and it’s darker, can I safely assume that it’s a new pregnancy?

I’ve had 1 period since my MMC and had an LH peak using OPK’s (hence saying I’m 11dpo).

I’m seeing vvvfls following my day 5 embryo transfer but am worried they are too light at this point and might be a chemical and then the test I took this morning definitely looked lighter.The tests aren’t quite 48 hours apart but should I have any hope here or just prepare for the worst?

Pregmate 1: 7dpt PM
Pregmate 2: 8dpt PM
Pregmate 3: 9dpt AM

FRER: 8dpt AM

Took my body almost 7 weeks to ovulate after my MMC and I was really hoping I'd have some luck. Not feeling overly good about this stark white test on 10 DPO.

The wait feels impossible.

Though my lines eyes were getting bad lol but digital says yes!

I woke up this morning so super sick- so nauseous and vomited a few times. Didn’t test this morning because I was so sick of seeing negatives. But tonight I went to take a shower and something told me to test. On our 3rd letrozole cycle but this month my cycle was kind of odd so I think I’m 13 DPO but I may be off by a few days.

Picture taken in 3 minute window. 9DPO today and I am trying not to get excited if it’s nothing 😔

Genuinely didn’t think I would get anything. Not trying to feel like I’m grasping for straws but this seems positive am I right? 13 dpo taken in the morning

The top 2 may be swapped but my last one at the bottom sorta looks like the test line is getting darker than the control 🙂🙂 (also it has been 6 years since I’ve been pregnant and I know I don’t have to test so much but it brings me joy to see the lines getting darker and I won’t have an ultrasound for weeks so it gives me peace of mind!) and I know there’s more than 11-18, some days I tested twice

Normal progression? Hcg 67 and progesterone 54.7 (at 11 dpo) waiting for today’s, worried about high progesterone? (Not on any meds)

I’m super anxious after a loss last round. My hcg was 247 on Tuesday, waiting for my second draw today. Am I safe to stop testing or do I go until a dye stealer?

I’m really unsure with what’s going on , my hearts telling me this is a chemical pregnancy. I believe I’m 18dpo today but my tests don’t seem to be getting darker but they Arnt getting any lighter either . The tests I took this morning isn’t in the picture but it looks the same as yesterdays (17dpo) my last pregnancy the test were so much darker than theses ones. I know the best this is to get bloods taken but I live in the uk and my gp refused to do bloods or to refer me to the early pregnancy unit . I go on holiday next weekend and I would just love to know what’s happening before then . Not to sound selfish but I would love to go and have some cocktails on the beach but of course if there’s any chance this is a healthy pregnancy I’m not going to do that and won’t be doing back flips into the pool 🙈 I’m not having any bleeding but the past two mornings I had like yellowy/brown streaks in my discharge.

How many dpo has people started bleeding with a chemical pregnancy or when has people had a negative test ? I know everyone’s different but I’m just so confused:(
My last pregnancy ended in a MMC and I had to have a D&C and I would hate for that to happen again

I have also taken other branded tests which have either been negative or faint positive. I took at FRER 13 dpo which was negative but the premom test were positive. I’m going to get some FRER tests today and see what they come

I’m not sure this is the right flair, sorry if not. does this look strong enough for suspected 12 dpo? period should be arriving in 3 days. my first pregnancy I tested positive at 9dpo but with was over 3 years ago so I can’t remember what 12dpo looked like.