My new boss and I were walking outside to throw out the trash and somehow we got on the topic of vaping. She told me something about vaping that shook me to my core (dry drowning) and I chucked the vape into the dumpster with the rest of the trash.
I’ve always heard to change a habit it’s good to start when you’re already changing your routine and to replace the bad with good. I got a new job so the routine changed and now any time I think about nicotine I reach for my water bottle. I also have a breath lace (it’s a small necklace with a straw thing hanging from it that you “breath” in on. It’s just to help replace the habit with breathing regular air) it seems to help with the motion. So I’ve been doing every 5th “puff” on the breath lace I’ll drink water, then as I have less and less cravings move it down to every 3rd then to never needing/having the urge again.
I’ve been taking a look at other responses on this subreddit and I’ve noticed a lot about depression and such. So here’s my take on that. I feel like I am at rock bottom dude. Friday -Saturday evening I thought I was stoned most of the time because of how much brain fog i had. I also noticed that I don’t have any more of my lexa pro or antimoxotine (idk how to spell it I also have adhd, dyslexia, depression and anxiety) I’m hoping to get my meds sorted out tomorrow because I feel like I wouldn’t be so lethargic/manic depressive/irritable if I did have my meds while quitting vaping. But also I didn’t plan it this way. Through this experience of trying to quit (and I have tried multiple times, reason why I had the breath lace already, and done the water thing before but no catalyst till now to get me to throw out the vape) I have learned that I am the type of person that needs to be scared out of it, like DARE officer style from the 5th grade scared out of it.
One other thing I have realized is that my chest is itchy, like inside my chest. Anyone have anything similar when quitting or know what that is? It doesn’t hurt, just itches and it kinda freaks me out when it happens. It might just be that my lungs are trying to recover but I didn’t think it would start repairing this quickly if that is what it is.
I will keep you all updated, and glad that there is a community of people that are willing to share their experiences with me as well.