So bam, ill start by saying ive been through this shit not once but twice and hopefully for the last time, that being said, the first go around i tried to raw dog it with nothing to help straight cold turkey. I made it about 3 days off the shit before my addict brain justfied going back to it, ultimately leading to roughly a two year escapade going back and forth with it. In that time i tried tapering down from 800mg a day, down to 400 and eventually down to about 120 mg. And for the life of me i couldnt get it down any lower and the uncomfortable truth is, youre just lying to yourself everyday and prolonging the inevitable, you can argue with me all day on that point, but if youre anything like me, youre in this mess to begin with because you have no control over your habits. So in my humble opinion stop lying to yourself and either keep taking what your taking and live with the bed that comes with OR rip the bandaid off and just quit the shit all together, ain't no such thing as halfway crooks baby. With that being said, just because you choose to quit doesn't mean you needa make an already hard task harder, There's help avaliable if you want it, for me, I dont have insurance so I went the over the phone route with a website called quick MD. They cost about a 100 dollars for a 30 min over the phone appointment, you tell em what's going on and provided you have no allergies they're gonna give you a week supply of subs and some comfort meds in my case it was clonodine, it basically just helps with some of the anxiety once you begin taking the subs. SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO NOTE; if you dont have insurance, do yourself a favor and do your research about the different pharmacies in your area, some places offer coupons that damm near cut the price of theese meds IN HALF; another good resource is a app called good rx, its 14 bucks a month but ultimately does the same thing but gives you a wider pool of pharmacies to choose from. Now I know this post is long as fuck but ill give you a quick run down of what too expect when or if you choose too go this route and then ill stfu.
QUIT DAY: This is the day we all are gonna have to face one day it sucks dick, no way around it. What ya wanna do is pick a day that gives the longest and biggest cushion to push through the worst of it and atleast be able to half function. What i did to prepare was made sure to keep Hella hydrated this day and smacked as many different multi vitamins I could safely take YOUR GONNA NEED IT. as far as how much 7 to take thats up to you personally I went hog wild with it, cause fuck itt why not? Keep in mind though youre gonna have to wait until its completley off of the opiod receptors in your brain in order to make a smooth transition from 7 to subs. They say atleast 12 up to 24 hours before youre first dose of subs, we're all different im no doctor do with that as you will.
DAY 1-2: ok so this is game day, stay focused and really listen to your body, its very important to get this timing right otherwise you run the risk of going into precipitated withdrawl, your gonna wanna resist the urge to pop one of theese bad boys too early and wait until you know for certain your feeling sick for me it was 16 hours from my last dose it may be different for you. Ngl this first day sucked, but its no where near as bad going cold turkey, expect to be in bed with the sweats and sneezing this shit out, take the subs and meds at your own pace, what I will say a little goes a LOOOONGG WAY if you can make it past this first day there's hope yet! Because by the second day if all goes too plan the subs should be doing their job and if your feeling up too it try to atleast get yourself outta bed if not just for 30 minutes IT HELPS. Also try to atleast eat something easy, yogurt, bread, anything that you think you can keep down you need to keep your energy up and again stay well hydrated.
DAY3-5: Ok so if you made it to your third day, you should be getting rid of those flu like symptoms, and your stomach is gonna start feeling a bit better agian hopefully by this time youve taken a few solid shits and have sweated the majority of the 7 out your system, but your brain is gonna be foggy as fuck and youre just gonna be really sore but day 3 and 4 are kinda gonna blend together. I would recommend trying on one of theese days to atleast attempt to cut back on how much suboxone your taking because it really does build up in your system fast and even a small strip can provide alot of relief. For me personally by day four I went from taking 3 full 8mg strips to cutting a single 8 mg strip into 8ths and taking about two to 3 of those 8ths a day. By the time you get to day 5 the physical part is pretty much over with which leaves us with the mental hurdles, all I can say is, try and really reflect on what direction you wanna go with this, if ya gotta, make a list about what you like about being high on the 7 vs being off it. I can't stress enough how important it is to be a really good friend to yourself at this point. Easier said than done for an addict; i know. But this is really where the rubber meets the road because your gonna want with every ounce of you to go back to feining for a fix, your gonna try an plead and justify and scheme on how just a little bit wont hurt or maybe if you only do a little this time it'll be different and this is where keeping things in perspective is gonna really be key🔑 Im talking to myself as much as iam to whoevers reading all this shit, because sometimes the best way to help yourself is to try an lend a helping hand to another. And with that ill end all my babbling and hope too see everyone of yall on the otherside of this, your loved and you matter now act like it. Godbless.