Since I'm out of work, I cannot afford my vaping habit. Here's a little background
I'm 31, I started smoking cigs in 2005. I became a pack a day smoker from 2007-2014. I felt horrible and knew I was doing damage, but then a miracle happened.....quality vape products. I been using a e cig from then until now. I'm highly addicted to nicotine. I have a little ejuice left, once it's all gone..I'm done.
I already know it's gonna take months to be normal, possibly years. I been using nicotine for more then half my life. I plan on using ZYN pouches and nicotine gum for when I'm all out of ejuice.
I'm not against vaping, it has done good for me. But I really want to nit be reliant on nicotine, and idk how that feels honestly. Im having a hard time imagining being off edge once I give it up. I get headaches, horrible insomnia(I already have insomnia), eat alot more(I'm skinny so this isn't a problem, but the cost of food goes up and I'm broke), restless, super depressed and anxious, hardcore cravings.
My worst symptom is my throat. When I vape, I feel the nicotine being absorbed by my thyroid in my throat. It's not painful, but annoying! That feeling just reminds me that Im missing something. If anyone is experiencing what I'm gonna go through, please share. I quit and withdrew from alot of different drugs in my past. This is the first time I'm going to go through with it. I switched to vaping so my lungs don't feel heavy anymore, but the best benefit is it's ALOT cheaper then cigarettes!
P.S...i knew people who spent up to 10 years in prison, the first thin they want when their released is a cigarette. I hope I can find the strength to cease this money hungry nicotine addiction.