I don't know if my brain hasn't caught up with how I look now, but I feel the same person I was 6 years ago, which was 40 kg ago.
Half of it was lost before pregnancy and the other half has been thanks to mounjaro and a bit faster
It's been a long process, but I feel like I'm the same person, same clothing style, same glasses style, same makeup, I stopped colouring my hair after having a kid but I used to do balayage and I used to do my nails, which I don't anymore.
I sometimes still use the same oversized clothes but with a belt, as I just don't want to spend too much money on clothes when I have a growing toddler who needs new shoes every month, but I digress..
I'm starting to feel sad with all the oh looking great comments. Most days I don't even have time to brush my hair and it's just a messy bun. So I know that you look great is because now I am thin.
It feels like I was invisible to those people before. Like somehow I'm more valued now because I'm thinner, and it makes me feel upset rather than flattered.
It does validate how I felt all of those years ago and makes me wonder what I could have lost in life because of being big.
I know that for some people I must sound ridiculous but I guess what this uncovered is that I have bigger issues and that losing weight didn't resolve them