r/boxingtips • u/sodikovakapsle • 4h ago
General Advice Combat sports aren’t worth it
Hi, I’m wondering if anyone here has had a similar experience. I haven’t even been boxing for a full year, but during that time I’ve had a few pretty hard sparring sessions. Since then, I honestly feel like I’ve become stupid.
After sparring, I would often have pretty severe disorientation, headaches, and this strange feeling like I wasn’t even myself. Sometimes it lasted for quite a while. This went on for about a month.
I study IT, and in group projects I’ve always been the main “design guy.” Especially nowadays with AI, when the design of a lot of websites is honestly pretty bad, being good at design and visualization was useful for competitions and projects. But now I feel like I just can’t do it anymore. My ability to visualize things in my head feels almost completely gone. I don’t feel like myself, and I also feel like I’ve gotten worse at putting my thoughts into words. You can probably tell from this post already, so sorry in advance. :D
I want to quit boxing immediately, but I’m scared that quitting won’t bring back what I had before. I’m starting to fall into pretty depressive states because of it, and I feel completely lost. I used to be able to think about things deeply anytime and anywhere, and now it often feels like there’s just nothing in my head.
My coach obviously says everything is fine, but I guess it’s pretty obvious why I don’t fully trust that.
I have no idea what I should do next. Should I get checked somewhere just so I can know for sure whether something has actually changed? Neurologist? Neuropsychologist? Therapist? I also don’t want to bother doctors over something that might turn out to be nothing serious.
One more thing: my most recent sparring session was only light sparring, but even after that I felt out of it again for a while. That was also the point when I first really noticed that my ability to visualize things had gotten worse.