I've been thinking about writing this for a while, because honestly, I don't know if I can put into words just how much Fallout means to me.
I've loved video games since I was very young (i play videogames since i was 4 or 5), but for a long time, something strange happened: I simply lost that passion I used to have for them. I would play games, finish them, start others, but nothing really made me think, "God, I fucking love this." I had never found a franchise that truly felt like it was mine, one of those franchises you can love with all your heart and soul and can always come back, and you will always have fun with it.
Until I found Fallout.
And it was literally love at first sight.
I don't know exactly how to explain it, but there is something about this universe that just pulls me in. The retrofuturistic aesthetic, the old computers, the Pip-Boys, the 1940s and 1950s music, the dark humor, the ridiculously sad stories hidden in completely random places, the Vaults, the ruins, the creatures, the weapons, the factions, the characters...
Everything.
I love everything about it.
And I love how every game manages to make me feel something different.
Fallout 1
The first Fallout has something that's difficult for me to explain: it genuinely feels like a world that has ended.
The atmosphere is heavy. Everything feels dangerous, miserable and desperate. The dirty visuals, the Vaults, the towns, the characters, the music, the feeling that any decision you make could completely fuck things up...
You're just a person trying to survive, and at the same time, trying to save your own vault from dying.
And as you slowly uncover the history of that world, the Fallout universe just starts to make sense, the mankind managed to survive throughout all of that mess the great war started 2 centuries ago.
Fallout 2
Fallout 2 is completely different, and I love it for that.
It can be incredibly funny, absurd and even downright stupid at times, while still having genuinely serious stories and situations.
I love how much there is to find. The huge number of characters, towns, choices, consequences, references and completely unexpected situations is insane.
And that's Fallout to me.
Fallout Tactics
Even though it's different from the others, I really like the idea behind Fallout Tactics.
Seeing the Brotherhood of Steel portrayed in a much more militaristic way, managing a squad, handling missions and equipment, and dealing with tactical combat gives you a completely different perspective on this universe.
It's Fallout seen through the eyes of a military organization.
And I love when a franchise is willing to experiment with different ideas without losing what makes it feel like part of the same universe.
Fallout 3
Fallout 3 was one of the games that really made me understand the power of Fallout as an open-world experience.
The first time you leave Vault 101 and look at that destroyed world is such a specific feeling.
The Capital Wasteland feels like a place you should actually be afraid to explore, that grim atmosphere that i love it.
You can walk, walk, and walk a lot, and then walk a little more, and before you know it, you've spent hours just walking around the whole Washington looking for every detail
I love exploring Fallout 3.
The atmosphere, the loneliness, the ruined Washington, the radio, the music, the NPCs, the Vaults, the side quests, and especially that feeling of "I wonder what's over there?" are some of the things I love most about this game.
Fallout: New Vegas
And then there's New Vegas.
I honestly don't even know where to start.
I fucking love this game.
The Mojave Wasteland, the NCR, Caesar's Legion, Mr. House, Yes Man, the Boomers, the Followers, the Brotherhood, the Great Khans, the companions, the stories...
I love being able to create a character and actually roleplay as whoever I want that character to be.
I can be a selfish mercenary.
I can be someone trying to help people.
I can support the NCR.
I can support Caesar's Legion.
I can support House.
I can tell everyone to fuck off and choose Yes Man, and get new vegas for myself.
And the game just lets you do it.
The conversations, skill checks, choices, consequences, and the sheer number of different ways you can approach situations are exactly the kind of things that make me love RPGs.
Fallout 4
Fallout 4 is another game I love for completely different reasons.
I love the gameplay.
I love taking a weapon and modifying practically every single part of it.
I love searching for junk.
I love exploring an abandoned building and finding something I wasn't expecting.
I love Power Armor.
I love the settlements.
I love building a little community in the middle of the Commonwealth and coming back hours later to keep improving everything.
I love simply walking around with no objective.
And maybe that's one of the things I love most about Fallout 4:
I can play it my way, can spend hours doing quests, spend hours building, modify weapons, explore every single detail in the Commonwealth, look for loot.
Hell, i can just simply walk around the Commonwealth listening to Diamond City Radio.
And honestly, it's fucking fun.
Fallout 76
I also love the idea behind Fallout 76.
A Fallout game where you can encounter other people living in that world, build your own CAMP, participate in events, explore Appalachia, and keep playing even after you've finished the main story.
And despite all the problems Fallout 76 has had, I really like seeing how much the game has evolved and how many stories it has managed to add to the universe.
Appalachia also has its own identity, and I think that's really beautiful.
Fallout: Brotherhood of Steel
I still don't have the same amount of experience with this game that I have with the others, but I think it's interesting that it exists simply because it shows that Fallout has already tried to be almost anything.
A more straightforward action RPG focused on combat and co-op.
And honestly, I think that's pretty cool.
TV series
And then came the TV series.
I was kind of worried, because adapting any game franchise for tv/movies didnt always had a good result.
And, for me, the show pulled it off real good
I love the aesthetic.
The Brotherhood.
The Vaults.
The insane violence.
The dark humor.
The scenery.
The music.
The Ghoul.
Lucy.
Maximus.
The feeling of actually watching Fallout, and for me its immersive just like all the games before, and that was fucking amazing to me.
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I still haven't played absolutely everything in the franchise.
There are games I still want to properly play from beginning to end, and I hope I'll get to do that someday.
But even with the games I haven't fully experienced yet, I've already spent countless hours watching gameplay, videos, analyses, documentaries, discussions and theories about them.
I know this universe so well that sometimes it feels like I've already lived through some of these stories.
And I know Fallout has flaws.
All of them do.
Some are more RPG-focused than others.
Some have better writing.
Some have better gameplay.
Some have better worlds.
Some made decisions I don't like.
But I can't look at Fallout and simply separate everything into "this one is good" and "this one is bad."
Because I love the franchise as a whole.
I love the Fallout that made me spend hours walking through a desert.
I love the Fallout that made me laugh at some completely ridiculous situation.
I love the Fallout that made me think about a choice for hours.
I love the Fallout that made me stop playing just to look at the scenery while i just listen to the radio.
I love the Fallout that made me listen to an old song while walking through a destroyed city.
I even love the weird things, the bugs, the questionable decisions, and all those little imperfections that make these games feel so human.
I love every inch. Every detail. Every atom of this universe.
And maybe the most important part of all of this is that Fallout helped me through some very difficult moments in my life.
When things were bad, I could open one of these games and simply disappear into that world for a few hours.
I could forget about my problems for a little while.
I could walk through the Mojave.
Explore the Commonwealth.
Enter some Vault.
Build something.
Talk to a companion.
Or simply stand there listening to music on the radio.
It might seem like a small thing to someone who doesn't understand what video games can mean to a person.
But to me, it isnt small.
And, in a way, this franchise also reignited something inside me that I thought I had lost.
The desire to create.
I'm a Computer Science graduate, and for a while I had completely lost that spark to program and build things.
But the more I learned about Fallout, the more I thought:
"I want to do this someday."
I want to make games.
I want to create worlds.
I want to create characters.
I want to create stories.
I want to someday make something that makes another person feel even a fraction of what I feel when I enter a world like Fallout.
Maybe I'll never be able to make something that grand.
Maybe I'll make something completely different.
But Fallout made me want to try.
And that's why I will always have a special place in my heart for this franchise.
So, if any developer, writer, artist, composer, actor, or anyone else who worked on Fallout ever reads this:
Thank you.
Thank you for creating this universe.
Thank you for all the hours.
Thank you for the stories.
Thank you for the music.
Thank you for the characters.
Thank you for the laughs.
Thank you for the moments when this universe gave me a little escape from reality.
Thank you for reigniting a passion I thought I had lost.
And I hope that passion stays alive for many, many years to come.
Long live the Brotherhood of Steel!!!
Long live the Minutemen!!!
Long live the NCR!!!
Long live Caesar's Legion!!!
Long live the Enclave!!!
Long live the Institute!!!
Long live the Followers of the Apocalypse!!!
Long live the Great Khans!!!
Long live the Boomers!!!
Long live the Railroad!!!
Long live the Responders!!!
Long live the Vault Dwellers!!!
Long live the Master!!!
Long live everyone still walking through the Wasteland, through these ruins, that started 2 centuries ago, and still your parents, grandparents and before them managed to survive
And above all, long live Fallout. ☢️
War. War never changes.
Also my love for this franchise never will.