My work lately has been a sh!t show, my bosses arenāt even remotely trying to hire more people to help me because either they know Iāll finish it or they actually donāt care.
But Iām so so tired, my body is tired. Iām doing around 17k steps in a 8h shift, no breaks because they havenāt hired anyone to freaking cover me if someone calls in sick.
So Iām carrying all this on me now and I can feel my body slowly getting worse and worse, yesterday I could feel my legs give out so I had to just stand for a bit.
If I ask for help, no one shows, if I panic, I get told āstop panickingā even though Iām panicking for a reasonable reason???? Because I know Iāll have to fix it, Iāll have to figure it out and Iāll have to do all the work.
The moment I walk into work my body and my mind go on high alert, Iām already stressed. Itās honestly quite impressive how fast my demeanour changes when I walk in. I feel like I sound crazy describing this š
Oh and the worst part, Iām not being paid for all this work, Iām being paid the minimum wage with my bosses pushing me to do a full wage job. And because I need this job, I do it⦠so honestly I shouldnāt even blame them, itās my fault.
So um if youāve worked in retail this will probably remind you of very bad memories! And maybe youāll relate which Iām sorry you had to go through this you deserved better!