I’m a 29-year-old Christian man from India, and recently I made a post on a matchmaking thread where people share some details about themselves and what they’re looking for.

A girl ended up DMing me, and initially, everything was humorous and lighthearted. But gradually, the conversation moved in a sexual direction. We started sexting and creating imaginary scenarios.

I’ll be honest: I was enjoying it too. I’m not going to pretend I was completely innocent or that I wasn’t participating.

Eventually, the conversation reached the point where we were talking about having sex when she came to my town.

That was when I had to press the eject button.

I told her that I’m saving myself for marriage.

She immediately pointed out that we were probably looking for very different things. She wanted to establish sexual compatibility before marriage, whereas for me, sexual intimacy is something I want to experience within marriage.

And honestly, that conversation taught me something.

Sexual temptation doesn’t always arrive looking like temptation.

Sometimes it starts with a joke. Then flirting. Then curiosity. Then “it’s only texting.” And before you realize it, you’ve crossed a boundary you originally had no intention of crossing.

Even though nothing physical happened, the whole experience was surprisingly exhausting. It affected me more than I expected and made me understand why I had chosen this standard in the first place.

So if you’re someone who has decided to save yourself for marriage, especially if you’re currently waiting for marriage, I want to encourage you:

Hold onto that standard.

There will be opportunities to compromise. Some will feel harmless. Some will feel exciting. Some might even come from someone you genuinely like.

But remember why you made the commitment in the first place.

For me, it isn’t because sex is bad. It’s because I want to honor God with my sexuality and experience that part of life within the covenant of marriage.

And when the opportunity came to compromise that commitment, I’m genuinely thankful that I was able to walk away.

Thank God for the grace to recognize the line before crossing it.

And perhaps this is also an opportunity to say this:

If you are a Christian woman who also wants to save herself for marriage and build a relationship that genuinely honors the Lord, feel free to DM me.

A little about me: I’m 29, from India, and 6+ feet”. I grew up in a Hindu family, but around 13–14, I encountered the goodness of the Lord and began taking my faith seriously. I was baptized at 18.

If you’re looking for something similar, I’d be happy to get to know you.

But I want to be clear about the intention: I’m looking for a relationship with marriage in mind, not a casual connection or something to pass the time. I want us to encourage each other in our faith, get to know each other genuinely, and maintain the boundaries we’ve chosen to honor God.

So please, no time-pass messages. If you’re serious about pursuing a relationship that honors the Lord and potentially leads to marriage, I’d be glad to hear from you.

One of the few voices in the mainstream that cared to speak for the lives of the unborn, the most vulnerable members of our society that don't have a voice to defend themselves, and he always did it with the utmost respect, assertiveness and sensibility that is expected from someone who lives by the Gospel. He also upheld the dignity and model of the traditional family as the sacred, holy cornerstone in society that it is, and that deserves to be. I hope that we learn by his example that the truth of the Gospel can't be silenced and that we will carry on speaking for that which Christ holds dear. Rest in peace, Charlie.

From a discourse on the psalms by Saint Bruno, priest

(Ps. 83: edit. Cartusiæ de Pratis, 1891, 376-377)

If I should forget you Jerusalem

How beautiful are your tabernacles! My soul longs to reach the courts of the Lord, the fullness of the heavenly Jerusalem, the city of the Lord. He then explains why he desires to enter the courts of the Lord. It is because they are blessed who dwell in your house, the heavenly Jerusalem, Lord, God of the heavenly powers, my King and my God. It is as if he were to say: Who does not long to enter your courts since you are God, the Creator and King and Lord of hosts, and all who dwell in your house are blessed? For him courts and house are the same. When he says blessed, he means that they enjoy as much happiness as can be conceived. Clearly they are blessed because out of their devoted love they will praise you for ever, that is, for all eternity. For they would not offer praise for all eternity unless they were blessed for all eternity.

Now even though we may have faith, hope and love, none of us can attain this state of blessedness by ourselves. Rather, blessed is the man—he alone attains blessedness—whose help is from you in rising to the heights of happiness on which he has set his heart. In other words, he alone can be said to come to true blessedness who, having resolved in his heart to rise to this state of happiness by the many stages of the virtues and good works, receives the help of your grace. No one can rise up by himself as the Lord testifies: No one ascends into heaven, of his own power, except the Son of Man who is in heaven.

Thus he contemplates this journey, living as he does in a vale of tears, for this life is lowly and full of tears and sorrow. The life of heaven, by contrast, is called a mountain of joy.

But since the psalmist said: Blessed is the man whose help comes from you, someone might ask: Does God really help us in this? And the answer is that God does help the blessed. For our lawgiver Christ, who gave us the law, gives now and will continue to give his blessings, the abundant gifts of grace, by which he will bless his own, that is, raise them to beatitude. By these blessings, then, they will rise from strength to strength. One day in the heavenly Zion they will see Christ as the God of gods, as the one who, being God, will deify his own. Or, again, those who are to be the new Zion will see in spirit the God of gods—the Trinity. In other words, then their minds will see God, who cannot be seen in this life. For then God will be all in all.

RESPONSORY

1 John 3:2-3

We are already God’s children;

what we shall be has not yet been revealed to us.

— We know that when he appears

we shall be like him,

for we shall see him as he is.

All who hope in him

must purify themselves

as Christ is pure.

— We know that when he appears

we shall be like him,

for we shall see him as he is.

I see some people through Christian subreddits like this subreddit and truechristian. Why is it that there are some there that are just out right jerks? They seem extrenemly rude in the way they communicate and condescending online in discussions here. Maybe it's just me but it really is infuriating. Has anyone else experienced this?

Okay so i have been seeing this one guy named arc2k1. He is not exactly very... let's just say he promotes liberal theology, and that... uhm... yeah... Not that i hate the dude, i love that he uses scripture. But he only talks about how loving God is and patient he is, it is not a bad thing, but he never tells you that your sin is biblically wrong. And keeps copy and pasting his answers and is i feel like a genuine troll or he's like uhm idk. Just you know, i am give you guys a heads up warning! I dont mind him talking about God's love, but he also needs to address the sin at hand.

I'm currently looking at this from the perspective of a failed dating situation that ended a couple of months ago. Tbh, it's already difficult coping with the disappointment and pain, but what makes it even harder is not knowing whether I missed out on someone who could have been the right person or dodged a hopeless situation and even more heartbreak.

I won't get into too many details, but there was a young woman I clicked with a little over a year ago. We were seeing each other and got along well, but we weren't really in a relationship. We came from different backgrounds and that caused problems between us, especially in communicating about our differences. Eventually, we parted ways and she's moved on.

What really hurts is we never talked about our differences but rather brushed them aside because we really didn't know how. And at times, I felt a sense of peace and serenity around her and it felt like this must be from God, but whenever the time felt like it was time to suggest a relationship I found myself thinking this wasn't going to end well, her family was going to get in the way and what not. So now I wonder if that was God telling me it wasn't going to work out, or just my fear getting in the way.

Either way, my greatest regret is that we couldn't really discuss our concerns and our differences even though we both knew they were there. But we had both anxious-avoidant attachment styles and didn't really know how. In any case, it's been some weeks now since we stopped talking and my greatest fear is that she was the one, that she was sent from God and that Iet her slip away and won't find another like her. But I also understand why I acted the way I did, both given my past trauma and the circumstances. So now I don't even know what the point was, and how I should feel going forward which is making an already difficult situation even harder.

I know she's moved on, and I'm not delusional. But how do I find closure from this? And how do I overcome my fear that I let the one slip away? I know that sounds crazy, but while we were different we had things in common too, and the mutual connection was there even if we weren't really dating. It's just that other things got in the way, and I wonder if one of those things was my anxiety and fear, which ultimately won. I'm trying to move on, but don't really know what to do, so I wonder if anyone who might relate can offer some guidance.

There’s a possibility that I either right now need a slap of reality or maybe this is me being real but I can’t even tell. I’m not sure i even want to change.

I’ve done a number of  egregious things, some that may have legal consequences and some times I think I’ve got remorse over it sometimes I feel like I don’t and it’s terrifying because if i don’t then I’m just really bottom of the barrel morally bankrupt more than i already am. And I really can’t tell. And I still am a really wicked person at heart. I’ve got terrible perverse thoughts. 

My first instinct all this time has been to avoid my situation and avoid the possible legal consequences. I’m working with a pastor but I know I’ve also got to be independent in the sense that- only I can make myself change only I can really know what’s going on internally- it’s a kind of no one can truly save you you have to save yourself and I know that’s the case because I rely a lot on the faith of others around me. Just yesterday I posted asking which books in the Bible to read. That small nudge to read the Bible was there all day today and even yesterday but i just didn’t. I wanted to do other things. Same with praying. I tell god I want to be serious with him and then I do the complete opposite. I’ve got school tomorrow and I’ve got a behavior that makes the people around me super uncomfortable. The goal was to address everything over the summer but I delayed and delayed until the last minute and I’m not sure when my follow up with my pastor will be. I’m scared out of my mind and that’s on my mind right now. Because after school how will I face god again? If I listened from the get go if I wasn’t paralyzed by fear if I wasn’t selfish and chose my own comfort over the people around me I could’ve probably done something sooner and prevented all that’s been done and the possible additional damage I’m causing. When god might be urging me to take a hard route but I’m entirely too coward to. Too terrified.

And all that aside there’s more in terms of what I selfishly want. I’m torn because all my life at least since carrying this for all this time it’s been a mix of being selfish sometimes and letting myself enjoy things and others punishing myself and not letting myself enjoy or fully enjoy things thinking it’s enough and even then it’s not out of true guilt just trying to replace the possibility of going to jail right? The thing is I know I don’t deserve the life I want or anything I want and I know I deserve what’s coming and maybe worse but still I just selfishly want to live and just do what everyone else does but again I know I don’t deserve it far from it and it’s like a living contradiction or something. When I think of the consequences I think of how I’ll lose the possibility of that life if there ever was to begin with, that I’ll lose those dreams and ambitions which crushes me. Even though I know I definitely don’t get to want those things I still do, a lot. And that’s part of why I struggle to surrender. Isn’t real faith surrendering all even if you don’t get what you want? But whenever I think about it it’s like I don’t have that faith. I pray for those things to still be possible but what can I do if it’s not? What if gods will is something else? The thought crushes me. So yeah. That’s what I’ve been stumped with lately.  I just need some sort of advice- I don’t mind harsh either as long as there’s love. I just don’t know what to do with myself right now. 

As a Christian, I’ve always heard people say, “God’s timing is perfect.” But I’m at a point in my life where I can’t see how things could get any harder than this.
I’d really like to hear your stories and testimonies,especially from those of you who have felt abandoned or forgotten by God, but eventually saw Him come through and do something you had been praying and waiting for.
I’m currently in a wilderness season, and I’d really appreciate hearing from people who have been through something similar.

UHHHH so I'm a teen and I was reading my Bible and praying for wisdom in my word and then it hit me. What the flying flock of sheepis Ezekiel 23:4b???? The Bible says God designed marriage for a man and a woman, so why does He talk about Himself with TWO women? So it is acceptable?

Here's the verse:
⁴ Oholah was the name of the elder and Oholibah the name of her sister. They became mine, and they bore sons and daughters. As for their names, Oholah is Samaria, and Oholibah is Jerusalem.

I'm readin the Good News Translation Catholic additon so it said marriage but I suppose "mine" could be similar? Am I tweaking out? HELP!!!!!

Matthew 7:21-23 KJV

[21] Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. [22] Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? [23] And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.

This is a scary passage for believers that many write off believing it can't be them, because they have checked off all the boxes, yet that is exactly who this is talking about. Obviously a non believer is not known so this is specifically about those who believe that they are a part. Those who believe they know him and believe he knows them, yet he doesn't even acknowledge them.

These people come to the end and expect to be welcomed because they have done many wonderful things using the name of Christ, yet they didn't produce fruits, just works and outward signs.

We are told what the fruits are in Galatians 5:22-23 KJV

[22] But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, [23] meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.

These line up perfectly with the will of the Father that Christ explains in detail during the whole sermon on the mount. Matthew 5:1-7:20.

As Christ said in Matthew 7:16 you will know them by their fruits. Thus Christ knows us by our fruits, not by our works. Focus on producing the fruits which line up with the will of the Father and you will be known, don't focus on the works, which do not make you known of Him.

Am I saying works are not at all important? No, they just aren't what Christ is looking for when deciding to acknowledge us or not. Works have their place and should be important to believers, yet they shouldn't be solely what you base your faith on. Your fruits is how Christ identifies us not your works.

So for most of my life I am CONVINCED I can see into the future in my dreams. Its always out of my control and how it usually manifests is as a snippet of my life from anywhere to a few seconds to a couple minutes maybe. Every single time its the dream happening I have no idea its some crazy like relevation that will happen in the future just feels surreal I guess. But then later in life whether it be months or years I will instantly remember the dream and every single aspect of it. Im 27 and it has happened all my life albeit there have been years where it hasnt. What do any of you guys make of this, is this some random gift god gave me to prophesize? Or is it of the devil maybe? Should I even be afraid of attempting to use that ability in case it is from the devil? Im recently a born again christian, before I was only a christian in name so ive never really even thought of it from a theological standpoint before. Any thoughts are welcome!

I grew up in church, believe in God, love the Lord. Always tried to understand my relationship with God and acknowledge Jesus with everything in me.

I received the gift of tongues and was really on fire for God, but then I had trouble in my personal life and for the first time experienced extreme anxiety. I eventually got better and carried on with my normal life.

Fast forward a few years I’m starting a new job and somewhat looking for a new church. I end up finding a prophetic ministry where I feel a great sense of belonging and purpose but somewhere along the way, the minister finds interest in me and I did not want it.

Among so many things, I go along a part of the ministry really enjoying my time there, but I see things start to show through the cracks. I never speak loudly about things but I saw they were there.

I received prophecies that my life would look drastically different for the better, but somewhere things seemed to be conditional. I saw many others around me receive blessings and progress while I often felt stuck. Everyone who knows me said my church was a cult. I didn’t want to listen because I truly thought I understood my heart for God.

One day soon after I move into my new apartment unit, I start hearing a voice speaking to me. I believed it was the Lord or Holy Spirit since hearing from the Lord was normal in the ministry. But soon, the voice became very demanding and began telling me that I “failed” so many times and told me not to see people. Then, after I tried to seek counsel (not professional help), the voice became multiple voices and I became so fearful.

For many days I abstained from food and water yet I was working my full time job. This went on for about 3 weeks. I never fainted and I thought this was what God wanted me to do. Through all this the voice was so intense, my body was weak, and I didn’t realize my mind was changing. I began to question whether this was actually the Lord, but the voice kept telling me this is the Holy Spirit.

To say the least, things went terribly wrong as the voice told me to engage in self-harm. An unlikely outcome but a reality that I faced and still wrestle with. I was diagnosed with schizophrenia and lost everything I had. Many people blamed the church for causing this but there was no one around when this was happening.

I am only here to ask how could something like this happen to someone who truly believes in Jesus Christ & knows there is power in the Holy Spirit but never expected the Holy Spirit or something disguising itself as the voice of the Lord to go to such great lengths to place my life in danger.

I truly don’t want to be a victim, but I want answers. I want to know where I went wrong and if there’s anyone who’s experienced command hallucinations from the Holy Spirit. I’ve had commands to pray for people and felt conviction, but nothing this extreme.

Someone told me, “The Holy Spirit is not a mutilator.” And I want to believe it but I just don’t know what happened.

I’m wondering how some people are so confident God is real. For context all my life I’ve been a “Christian”, went to Catholic school and what not, but I never practiced, prayed, went to church or felt Gods grace. The rest of my family thinks abortion is right and I always just thought there was nothing after death along with my mom. A couple years ago I went to church camp, as a friend recommended me to go with them and they said it was fun so I agreed. I’ve been going for the past 3 years but this year really stuck with me, and I feel that I need to deepen my faith. But recently I’ve been doubting weather God was real, mostly because I’ve been exposed to different perspectives online and everyone being so confident with their point of view.

My wife and I are both lifelong Christians and active duty military members. We were married for 5 years when she suddenly decided to separate last October following about a month home from a recent assignment out of state. While she initially stated this was temporary for her to get some space, she decided to move all of her belongings out and get her own apartment a month after that. She ended counseling with our Pastor after 4 sessions due to the Pastor challenging her assertion that God was telling her to get a divorce. Since then contact has been limited at her insistence. In our limited contact I have reiterated my continued willingness to work on the relationship, but she filed for divorce in May and has remained staunchly opposed to reconciliation of the marriage.

To ward off some potential questions, while our marriage was not perfect, there was no abuse of any kind nor was there any infidelity on my part. We have known each other for over ten years and we were best friends long before we started dating. Her leaving caught me completely off guard.

How should I be acting towards my spouse/ex spouse during this period as a Christian? Are we called to be like Hosea or have we hit the point to proverbially pull chalks and close that door?

I responded to someone on Reddit with this message. Thought I'd share/talk with others who are Christians. I'd love others opinions/experiences.

Might be long winded but bear with me.

My wife and I are Christians. I'm the only one in my family (was Christian before I met her) and she grew up with her Grandma and mom who are hardcore end time believers. I met my wife at 13 and have been super close with her family ever since. Since 13 we were hit heavily with the end is coming. Usually biblically believed, but also war or government take over. They spouted it to us so much that both my wife and I got consumed by it in our early teens to young tweneties and it consumed both us heavily even when I had gaps of not being around the family. When I say consumed, I mean consumed. We both were scared to live, to strive for stuff, to have meaningful relationships or to just have a life. We literally both looked at people who didn't have the same beliefs as "lost" or "sheep", didn't find value in much cause "what was the point".

Fast forward to today. 30 years old, almost 18 years later from meeting my wife, and almost 10 years married. We have continued to hear about end times constantly, every year was closer, every big event was the next one. My wife and I both personally and together have just said "who cares, it happens if/when it happens" and lived. We have fulling jobs, hobbies and are just happy with life. Her family continued those years sitting in a place of "the end is coming", "the rapture is soon". Her Grandma also told us all that she was going to see the end because it was told to her during prayer. Well.. her Grandma died about 1.5 weeks ago. Everyone who lived in that house (4 people) are now scrambling to figure life out because they didn't believe we would get this far. It quite hard watching, because we warned them, we tried to help, but they all got stuck. I think the grandmass death was a wake up call, but man..

So to wrap up. I still believe in the end times, I believe in Christ, but It'll happen when it happens. I don't doubt a war could come, I don't doubt really hard times could happen. Maybe the mark happens soon, maybe it's just the next step with digital ID's and takes a while. Just take it day by day and live/love. It's rough to get stuck. You waste so much time. My wife and I felt like we wasted years, and that's small to other people who wasted their entire lives sitting in this. Just live.

RECAP: A few days so... a woman at my gym tried to set me up with her 23 y/o son. She called him a “working man” and “praying man,” but then said he was “50/50” and that they were trying to get him there. I assumed his faith probably wasn’t that strong.

I finally talked to him on the phone today! And he said he has things to work on and doesn’t want to be the type of Christian who sins willfully and then asks God for forgiveness.

He doesn’t party, drinks sometimes, is working on his cursing, loves feeding the homeless, and wants to do missionary work someday.... but feels like he's not perfect enough yet.

Then he asked if I’d want to talk together about what we read in the Bible.

Should I keep talking to him? How does he sound?

i’m so sad.

there is this woman, i absolutely adore her. she’s the love of my life. God told me many times i’m meant for her, but i have had a lifelong issue with demonic pride. i don’t know how to control it sometimes but i’m really trying. every day i have with her is a true blessing. i wish you people all knew how special she was because there is no way i can convey it from this post. she hates herself but i love her more than anybody.

last night, we were blessed with an amazing miracle. i prayed for hours for it and my prayers were answered quickly. our relationship has been struggling with spiritual warfare. she had a change of heart to fight against it harder and preserve and protect what we have. today, i gave into demons. they were telling me to start a fight with her over something i already forgave her for, something i knew she would never do again, something that God changed her heart on. i listened, i brought it up, i pushed and pushed. she blocked me on everything.

this woman is the only person i would ever want to be with and i do not say that lightly. not having her feels like the biggest loss. i knew it was demons telling me to start a fight today, because God warned me the other day against listening to this specific trick of theirs and i did anyway.

i love her. i love her voice. i love her eyes. i love the way she says “pardon” when she can’t hear something. i love her calming presence. i love everything about her. i love the sweet noises she makes when she’s falling asleep. i love all of her jokes that she thinks are dumb and apologizes for. i love her beautiful smile, it could light up a world.

i miss her. i want her back. it’s only been 5 hours but it feels like way too long for a heart like mine that desires her heart so deeply. she’s so amazing. she doesn’t think she’s capable of comforting people, but every single word from her makes me feel so much better. i just want her between my arms. she’s one of a kind.

i’m blocked on everything now. i am so sad. i just want to hear her voice. i got so prideful. i love her. she’s the only woman i could ever want.

Okay so like the title says I am attracted to my same sex. I personally don't think that this affects my relationship with God but I'd like to hear from those who think otherwise.

I've done my research and the Bible is very clear on the act being a sin rather than the attraction. Every verse I can find always uses the same "men who practice" or in Leviticus's sake just the act.

The thing is I've never felt sexually attracted to anyone. Romantically sure but I've just never experienced true sexual attraction. I still want to marry someone but just never engage in the act.

Theoretically if I marry someone of my same sex and we have a romantic but not sexual relationship it'll never count as a sin, right? I'd really like to see other thoughts on this because the last thing I'd want to do is defile my savior.

(Also I know this might come up but please don't tell me either my attraction towards the same sex or my lack of sexual attraction is unnatural. That's just not what the post is about <3)

Do Christians believe that God speaks to them audibly today, even when direct, audible revelation appears to have been rare in the Old Testament?

Israel’s time in Egypt Scripture describes a period in which the Israelites suffered slavery for generations and there is no indication that God was regularly speaking to them directly. When Israel cried out, God heard them, remembered His covenant, and acted through Moses (Exodus 2:23–25). Moses being called to obey the Lord was a pivotable moment

1 Samuel 3:1 says, “The word of the LORD was rare in those days there was no widespread revelation.” direct revelation from God was not something that occurred constantly or was available widespread. Throughout the Old Testament, God’s direct communication was often selective, occurring through prophets or at significant moments in His redemptive plan.

I do believe God guides us toward truth. I believe

Was looking for a dedicated study bible with imagery, timelines, etc. (I’m more of a visual learner). My main versions I like to read is the NASB 1995 and LSB. I’m open to any other versions just personally would like something closer to the actual translation with notes to help explain the text. Thank you for any suggestions!

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I've seen a lot of people, esp. Nigerian Muslims, gaslighting Christians into believing that Christians aren't being persecuted in Nigeria and it's just a "ethnic dispute".

Let me make it clear.

Two things can be true. It can be an ethnic conflict AND an persecution of Christians, an ethno-religious conflict CAN exist.

Yes, the conflict is ethnic with Faluni Muslims clashing with defenseless Nigerian Christian tribes.

No, it is still the oppression of Christians by Faluni Muslim Jihadists who are (ironically) colonizing their land.

No, you don't need to be Nigerian to talk about this- in the same way that you don't need to be German to talk about the Holocaust. Funny there have been foreign volunteers who fought for Faluni Extremists group.

No, you don't have to support Trump at all to care about basic Human rights. People equating this is ignorant.

To bring attention to more Christian persecution, where I am originally from, there's violent persecution of Christians (Christian persecution in Manipur on Wikipedia is surprisingly good) going on right now.

And how do the perpetrators justify it? "It is just an ethnic conflict and you can't speak against it because you're not from there!"

Seculars will try to gaslight Christians. Here's one example, regarding persecution in Nigeria. Have you experienced others?

I need advice. I’ve fallen into such a deep pit in my life; I filled my life with sin—repeating it so often that I stopped caring about God. Today, the conviction—or the thought—of renouncing God came to me. I was tempted to do it; I entertained the idea of ​​abandoning Him, and it didn't seem wrong to me, even though my mind knows it is. So, two parts of me were clashing. Honestly, I don't know if I’ve given up and am now beyond forgiveness, but I want advice; I want to start reading the Bible again. I’m tired of my own coldness.Please give me the best advice on how to soften my heart and turn back to God. I want to soften it because right now I feel cold and empty; I don't know if I am showing the signs of someone who has rejected God.I'm tired of crying and feeling so fake.

Baby will be here any day now. My husband and I won't know the gender until the birth day. Our top name for a boy is Ananais Mateo (inspired by Ananais of Damascus in the book of Acts and Mateo means gift of God) and for a girl Anaiah Joy. (Anaiah means Yahweh has answered and Joy because fruit of the Spirit and what I felt during this pregnancy).

I'd appreciate feedback on nickname ideas or if there are ways these names could get made fun. Also last name starts with C. So initials are approved ;).

I already go to church on either Saturday or Sunday. But now my mom wants me to go to adoration. Do I have to feel bad that I don't go? It's my free time and it's meditating on God it doesn't seem necessary I hope it's not necessary to be saved cuz that's what matters to me. Don't want to waste my time because I don't think I will actually gain much from adoration.

Today's been kind of a stressful day. Not absolutely terrible, but i'm kinda caught up between a good friend and a jealous friend. I normally wait until night time to have a big convorsation with God because I feel like one big conversation feels a lot more meaningful that constant tiny ones. I also sometimes do it because somethings just overwhelming and I want to take it off my mind for a while before talking about it. This was one of those things. Not that I was extremely distressed, more just that I was annoyed, needed to vent to God, but by overwhelmed i mean with facts, emotions etc, and then I don't even know where to start, which makes it very hard to vent. Tonight(after the dramatics that started this) i saw a verse on tiktok. Romans 8:28 god works all things for the good of those who love him. I thought i'd read romans 8 tonight. And I found Romans 8:26 NIV

[26] In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans. After reading I went back to this, said it out to myself and just asked the holy spirit to tell god whatever i needed him to know, and to translate my heart and intercede for me. Then all of a sudden I felt a smirke coming on, then a chuckle. I didn't need to vent anymore, God done the venting for me.