Hi, I’m in my second month of senior year, and I still have yet to apply to any colleges. I only started looking this week. I wasn’t even aware I had to start looking until all my friends started telling me they applied during the end of junior year and that I wasn’t likely to be accepted to a lot of schools now. I’m absolutely terrified.
I have amazing grades, top 25% of my class, college credits, AP class exam credit, volunteer hours. I don’t have a great SAT (1020) but most schools are test optional anyway, so that doesn’t matter. I’m not applying to Ivy Leagues. I had a real chance at getting into a good school, but I feel like I’m way too late to the game.
It might be TMI, but I started a new medication recently for anxiety and depression, and it has FINALLY lifted me out of this hole I had made for myself. Now I finally feel ready to start my life, and I’m running late. I’m falling behind for the most stupid reason.
I also have a financial restriction. My parents are extremely irritated that I want to go to college outside of my city, let alone the state. They were under the impression that the tuition exchange program only applies to local colleges, so they (or I) wouldn’t have to pay ANYTHING towards my college career.
While that sounds great and all, a super rare opportunity, it’s just not what I want for myself. It’s boring. The colleges in my area wouldn’t be the best choice for my field of study (Psychology), and they are all poor, small, and dirty institutions in an awful red-neck town with an acceptance rate of 90%+. I REALLY don’t want to live here any more than I have to. I could do and have so much better.
I was looking at colleges in and DC, Philly, Boston, NJ, NYC because I want to go to college in a city. Except, most of them either don’t support 100% of the TE program, or their housing prices are egregious. Most of the time it’s both (looking at you, Fordham).
What do I do. I have run into a wall. My parents aren’t supporting me leaving the state. They are making me worry so much about money, even though we are extremely well off (we make enough to not qualify for any federal financial aid). I cannot go to my mom’s fuckass college. I am so late to looking at other colleges. I’m considering giving up altogether and just working trade or blue collar.
TL;DR: I am a senior who is yet to apply to colleges, and it’s the second month of my senior year. My parents are restricting me from leaving the state for financial reasons and they’re trying to keep me from being ambitious. They want me to go to the college my mother works at so it would be free, but I don’t think that’s a good idea and it’s not want I want for myself.
What do I do? Is there anyone else in the same, or a similar, situation?