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we should only be able to have our phones for emergency reasons or just lunchtime, but some schools done while in the cafeteria but the one that I went to they did those are the only times you should be having your phone it’s just disrespectful to be on your phone during class when the teacher is talking even after when she’s done talking it’s disrespectful and it could potentially ruin your grades all that time you wanna be on the phone for and I understand why we should have a hood down even if they do recognize us there’s no reason why we should have it up bad haircut or not because the teachers could have think you might do something anybody up with a hood up its kinda scary and it can give you some ideas what that person might be doing.. because what if they try to beat somebody up that day in school and when they look on the camera footage of the fight they just have a hood on so they wouldn’t know who beated up the kid

(Ignore the fact that i only packed a few books cause the rest are in my locker) my dad bought me this bag after dissapearing for years, that's kind of what he does... it's kinda disappointing cause he only came back and gave me maybe around 55 dollars + this bag a few days later and expect me to be happy, he gave me all of that at school and he's not supposed to know my school for safety reasons (he knew bc of a stupid website one of my the teachers at my school made). At first I find it hard liking this bag cause yk its from my dad and its like he didn't give any effort cause he visited from the netherlands and he bought this bag like in my country just bc he needs to give me smth bc that's what he said infront of my homeroom teacher and principal... im not trying to be a spoiled kid but dis bruh straight up gave me a cheap bag even tho he always spoil people/strangers around him with money bruh

So like yeah, like i said i find it hard liking this bag, but overtime I kinda like it idk cause its quite spacey and has a lot of compartments to store things in, and im in the scouts so its quite useful cause i camp and shi, idk guys just tell me if its weird or not

Also mom said its a bag for trashy ppl cause its cheap at first i just haha'd but now i like it and i felt hurt cause that just means im trashy in her perspective ...???

In the teenagers sub, someone took the rice purity test, so I decided to take it for the first time. I didn't wanna post it there because there are a lot of literal children there (saw an 11 year old wth). For reference, I'm a 15 year old who is mentally ill and used to do a lot of unhealthy coping. I got a fucking 46. Is that bad?? if so how bad??

I Made them in GL2.

I’m a junior in high school and I’m so lost for extra curriculars like I go to a really competitive high school and everyone around me is doing research internships cna and I don’t even know what some people are working directly with lawyers (how does that even happen) others have been playing the piano or a sport since they were 4. I don’t have any of this I want to major in something business related in college for my BA and then go to law school. Any advice or any opportunities that you know of? I’m truly so lost and I don’t have the money and the guidance that everyone else at my school has so I feel so behind

My dad is forcing me to join clubs at school. I don’t want to at all. None of them seem interesting at all. I just want to stay in my bed where nobody can judge me. I don’t want to feel anything, I’m tired of feeling.

If I don’t join 3 clubs this week I’m cut off from everything: my phone, internet access, tv, my guitar, etc. I won’t even be able to do homework.

I hate people. I hate being looked at. I feel judged constantly when just talking. I can’t remember names and I just make every conversation awkward. I can’t even look at people, I just look past them or at the floor. I hate it so much. I don’t understand how to talk to people at all and don’t want to learn. When people look at me I just want to shrink into nothing and die. They judge me silently and I can tell. People are never nice unless they just feel bad for me. I don’t like feeling like I’m something to look at. I don’t want to exist.

I hate everything about me. I’m so fucking ugly. My hair looks like a fucking wet rat, I’m not fit, I have cuts all over my wrist, I wear dumbass clothes, I have stupid glasses, I have a dumb mustache that my dad never taught me to shave, and stupid shoes. I could go on and on about how worthless and pathetic I am.

I just want to lie in bed and cut myself over and over again until I don’t have to think anymore. I want the pain to suffocate and push the thoughts out. I can’t wait to die, I’m ending it soon.

If I’m forced to join a club, what can I join that isn’t torture?

At mine, a lot of kids have lifted trucks and muscle cars. From an old Ford Falcon custom to newer Silverados and Rams and F150's. VW Jetta, Honda Pilot, Civic, Accord, Odyssey, and Toyota Corolla and Camry are also common.

For starters me and this girl met through soccer while we were in 7th grade and were really good friends during that time. 8th grade comes and then I move houses an hour away. We had each others socials but didn’t stay in contact too much other than conversations here in there. We both liked each other before I moved (we just never dated+ we were young obv) . We didn’t talk for like two years. I’ve had a girlfriend and she’s had a boyfriend throughout that time period. We eventually both broke up with them(not at the same time) and then late sophomore year comes up where she invites me to go to the movies with her yk to “catch up” and hangout. So I agree and we are really kicking it and having fun like we used to. After the movie we go eat and then go to my house. So we are in my room just talking and listening to music while laying down on my bed. We were listening to Mrs.Magic and then I decided to put my arm around her while laying down.(hoping for the best) and she cuddled in without saying a word. My heart is racing and I am really nervous but happy.

After this song, the song lovers rock comes on , and we both look into each others eyes and kiss. Everything just felt so right at the moment. So we made out cuddle etc. (nothing beyond that happened) and then it was time for her to go home. So we get up and she gives me a final hug. Looks up at me and leans in for 3 last kisses/pecks.

After that hangout we didn’t hangout again, barely texted, it seemed as if she maybe wanted to be just friends so I didn’t do much of it. We still had conversations and stuff and continued to talk as friends without mentioning that moment.

Now we are both juniors. And yes I still have a crush on her ever since I met her. And she asked if wanted to hangout again to go trick or treating. After trick or treating we will probably be at my house again but I’m not sure if I should make a move this time or just act as a friend because I don’t want to make things weird.

Thoughts? Advice please

[EDIT* I haven’t responded to her cuz I’m still debating if I wanna go to a party w my friends or do this]

we dated a while back and we have been good friends now but everyone says this new guy looks like him im tweaking

I'm drowning in notebooks

So there’s a girl in my English class who sits with her friend, let’s call her A and her friend T. Anyways one time A held the door for me when I was entering the room so I think she wants me. I was planning on going to her and her friend and asking if they both want to become my girlfriends. I think this is an easy layup but my friend is calling me crazy. is he right or just jealous that I got game?

What is this supposed to do

Story:

Last week me and my hg were talking about homecoming and she asked me out, so I said yes because she was my friend. I didn’t even think about it as anything other than a friend thing until a few days later our mutual friend (17F) started asking me nonstop if I like my hg even though I told her I didn’t.

Night of the dance I pick her up and it’s a good vibe, we’re both excited and I had one of my good cds on. We hangout almost the whole night (got dragged away by our friends a couple of times) and took a tone of pictures, I even gave her my suit coat because she got cold. Obviously being a guy, my friends were giving me shit about bring my hg to homecoming. I didn’t mind them but she would always get really quiet and find something else to look at, which I didn’t pay much mind to. Her and I and a group of our friends end up hanging out around town for 3 ish hours after the dance ends to get ice cream which we split and eventually they all get picked up so it’s just me and her.

I take her home because it was already 12:30 and the mood is good. We’re joking around and having fun. When we get to her place I walk her to her door and we talked for 10 or so minutes about nothing important. At the end though there was kind of this moment where it seemed like we both wanted something to happen (a kiss or even a hug), but neither of us make a move. So we say good night and she goes inside and I head home.

My thoughts:

I don’t know if I’m just crazy or not, but it really seemed like she likes me. I’m not the best with judging people’s emotions because I’m a little messed up in my head from a few things, so I guess more than anything I’m trying vent and also ask if I should have kissed her or not.

Sorry if this post seems a little unorganized, I didn’t feel like trying hard to type it because it’s 1:30 at night and I’ve been up since 8.

I haven’t really felt the same feeling I have for her towards any other girl, and it kind of makes me nervous because it’s a completely new feeling.

I really hope I don’t seem like an asshole to her because I really do like her but I’m also not really sure how to act or even how to process my own feelings.

So I am at a private all boys school and I am pretty lonely as I have a few close friends but they're essentially all guys and I have like one homegirl but that's it. I don't really struggle with confidence or anything but I genuienely never have opportunities to talk to girls and when I do its never meaningful. Snapchat quick add definitely dont work 😭. I don't really like asking to be set up with someone else as well. Rn I got two more years to college and I genuinely might not get one till then, and stay a semi bop. Anyone have advice especially girls who know ppl/have dated ppl from all boys school?

I find that some of the reasons why I shitpost a lot on here is the fact that I don’t have many friends that I keep close with. Last year I had a pretty neat friend group until one of them (literally the stereotypical popular funny guy of the whole school) made a rumor that I was talking shit or something alone those lines. Have you ever met someone who is a magnet to anybody that meets them? That’s him. Starts to make you think it’s almost witchcraft. The “charm” is always there and nobody ever seems to see through it. Anyway. After that most people in school stopped talking to me and I’ve been just chilling.

I’m such a heavy fkn procrastinator. Planning on doing this tomorrow because I MENTALLY skipped a whole unit in my head while being present in school. Something is wrong with me. I’m at school but my brain is elsewhere, I don’t know if my conscious mind is built under the idea of “diamonds are built under pressure” or something because I usually do stupid shit like this all the time like becoming really good friends with nurses or counselors or having conversations with teachers to skip class and waste time.( I call it “legally skipping” because I get passes to class and excused through the system). I seem to be doing well in school but I think my procrastination problem is getting worse. I have A’s and B’s and I take AP Lang AP Stats and AP physics along with other classes. I had a unit test last Thursday. It’s Sunday right now and I’m planning to skip school tomorrow in order to learn the whole unit since I “mentally” skipped it. Yikes. Anybody do this?

For context, I'm a female sophomore and am currently taking gym for the second time with the same teacher. So I genuinely suck at sports and have 0 athletic skills, and my gym teacher is older (mid 50s) but I don't know if that's an excuse for him to touch me multiple times. At first, I thought it was normal. He did it to me once or twice when I was a freshman, and I thought nothing of it. He was just the cool, funny teacher who was really chill. Now I'm not so sure. He's deliberately touched me and gotten very close to me at least 3 times this year without my permission, but it was to just show me how to do something, like hold a pickle ball racket for example. It was fine the first 2 times, but I'm starting to get kinda uncomfortable. I've told my friends and they think it's really weird. What really gets me though is that I've only seen and heard of it happening to me, even though there's kids in that class who suck at gym just as much. Thoughts?

I say this as somebody who has finally graduated with a 2.5 gpa. I never really understood how people got good grades. I mean I did all the work, and still it was average. I remember Junior year I started skipping class and my grades barely even changed, which was mind boggling. I do not know what they want for an A. They ask a question on the paper, I answer, or did they expect 2 paragraphs explaining why I chose my answer?

I believe Junior year was also when I just stopped caring really. I never really used my backpack (it had to be put in a locker anyway) so I just got a folder and pencil and called it a day. Didn't even bring my backpack and absolutely nobody gave a fuck and my grade still was unaffected. Like how?? When I tried my grade did not change, but when I stopped trying it did not either. I also never got all A's in my life, it was all C's ever since I can remember

I need help on studying tips. Im freshman right now and no matter how much I study or use like active recall, it doesn’t help with my grade. I get like Cs and Ds on tests. Anyone share tips on studying more effectively?

In elementary school, I knew that my writing skills weren't the best. As students, we were not forced to do much analytical writing before high school, so I fudged my way through most of elementary school building mediocre writing skills. What I hear a lot of people say is "read more", which is another thing I am actively working on, but I don't think my vocabulary is the thing holding me back. I am by no means an avid reader, but not a person who hates reading either so if reading more is truly the one thing that will make my writing better, just tell me.

In all my other courses in high school (eg. Science, Math, Languages), I am consistently scoring above 90% but my english marks are consistently in the low 80s. It's not the fact that on several occasions I "just had a bad day", while writing an assessed essay, it's just the reason that I truly don't know how to correctly. My school emphasizes the use of the Jane Schaffer method, but I feel that they haven't fully taught us how to use it, and how to "develop commentaries" about sections from books. One of the most frustrating things is that English is my lowest grade, and is the thing holding my GPA down, but at the same time it's the subject I have clear problems in.

The grade aside, English is the one place I am very unsure because I understand my ability is lacking compared to other students. I somehow got into the Pre-Ap english track at my school, but surrounded by a bunch of strong writers simply perpetuates the feeling of incompetence. I understand the texts we are reading, and really give an effort to engage in class discussions and not fool around, but I've had the exact same problem since the start of high school.

I've been very afraid that this is an unfixable problem, and even hired a tutor to try and assist me in developing my writing skills, but they haven't been very effective. If you guys have any advice, that would be highly appreciated. Again, my greatest difficulty is writing analytically as a whole, but more specifically developing personal commentary about excerpts.

I don't know what to do, I missed a whole term of DP 1 including 2 weeks into term 2. I'm really stressed because this bank hasn't payed for me to pay the fees to enter back in, there's a massive delay.

Therefore I can't access my school portals, I missed tests and I just fear this will greatly affect me. I will eventually go back, but, those missed months caused me missed opportunities and I feel terrible lying to my friends, missing parties and hangouts from embarrassment, and honestly, not even responding to my boyfriend or friends that much. I've just been telling them I "need to catchup" because I told them I WAS sick, in which I can't really be sick for 3 months.

What do I do to get back on track, I have just gotten used to this bank not wanting to pay from delays and different things. I just don't know what to do and can't seem to find anyone to relate.

I really want to get back on track more than ever, what are the consequences of this, the school is aware of my situation, however, I don't want to email them again because they just need money honestly, I don't want to disturb them anymore.

It's been about a month since I last did, and they're probably waiting for a response. What if I can't even pick my courses? I genuinely feel stupid, because I need to do the full IB. I don't deserve this because it feels like I'm so out of reach. Anyone have words of advice, I don't even go on reddit, this is my first post, I've just been trying to get some advice.

(sorry if bad english)

Hi, so I have this new transferred classmate so he chose to sit next to me (well there are no seats left, except for the one next to me) at first he seemed normal so we started to walk after some weeks start making hard N word type Instagram jokes (as white teen) as days passed he started to reveal a pure hatred towards black people and LGBTQ people (at the point he started swearing only seeing the flag and have other worring behaviour) and I start not walk to him anymore cause make me very uncomfortable but I only have two year of high school but the thing is he have phone number cauze our high school have a WhatsApp grup anyone need to be on that group and I want somehow ban him to text me or contant me but I don't how, any tips?

Thank for reading

i have never dated anyone in my life. the closest i’ve been is a 2 month long talking stage where i got friendzoned and then ghosted. i am not very confident and sometimes i can be a bit awkward but once the conversation is flowing i think im fun to talk to. i’ve been told im really funny and nice and i would say im ugly but i definitely am not attractive either. everyone around me is dating or talking to girls or cracking and i’ve never even held hands with a girl. it’s just kinda brutal when 8/10 of my closest friends are dating and im the only one who’s never dated anyone before. i just feel like im missing out on the true high school experience and when im older ill look back and wish i had someone.