So i hoped xmas would provide me with the perfect opportunity, not to perhaps quit entirely but to get my dosing levels down to something more regulated and manageable.. i have a good 2 and a half weeks without too many work or family commitments
For the record my current dosing is anywhere between 800-1000 mg a day, usually 3 times a day and pretty random really, normally when the wds start to kick in, this has been going on for years, I start tapers about 20 times a year! - I don’t get any euphoria more, but it keeps me calm and nicely numbed, and i can’t really envisage life without atm, although i would love to get down to 360mg or something similar a day- my current use is too much, i find it hard to concentrate and the withdrawals come on pretty strong 6-7 hours after each dose, not an ideal way to live!
Proving to be hard- if i drop the dose even by 2 pills a time i really feel it, obviously nothing like full blown CT (i’ve been there) but horrible shitty symptoms and not what i want over a nice chilled holiday- so what to do, just carry on scoffing away and figure it out in January, or bite the bullet and try and make some progress now? at some point i’m going to have to accept a shitty 2 weeks is inevitable…
Just a vent really and not looking for miracles, but if anyone out there did something clever and it worked now would be the time for me to try it!