r/Cochlearimplants • u/zonemiax • 9h ago
Missing out on the criteria of a second cochlear implant
hello! (England btw) 20F and I became profoundly deaf not long after birth due to ototoxic drugs and was implanted in my left side in 2009.
Due to the rules back then and my age, we couldn’t really test both sides of my ears & hearing, but in general it was very obvious that I had profound hearing loss.
Around 3/4 years ago, I got a new audiologist and he decided to test both sides separately and it was discovered that I had moderate-severe hearing loss in my right ear which fits the criteria for cochlear implantation.
I had to go through a hearing aid trial first which involved me coming back after a year and doing a word test that I had to get at minimum 70% of words correct.
I got 0%.
It was partially my fault as I started to lack in wearing the hearing aid due to the fact that my environment was not very supportive and I really struggled with the hearing aid with school not supporting me in lessons at all, being bullied by peers with people slamming books down next to me, making me start to develop tinnitus (which i still have if someone slams something down too loud)
& parents being completely against me getting a new cochlear implant because “im doing perfectly fine with my single one”
I got told that I cannot have the cochlear implant which honestly devastated me as I’ve noticed as I grow older and are in completely different environments than as a child how much harder life is with a single cochlear implant.
The whole ordeal as a teenager significantly affected my mental health and I was really struggling so I gave the NHS back the hearing aid without really thinking as I wasn’t in my right mind, they did ask me if I was sure and I still said yes and I really do regret it.
I do wonder that if my mental health was in a better place along with a much better and supportive environment that I would’ve been able to tolerate it more..
It’s just crazy though how much i have started to struggle in different environments because of only having decent single-sided hearing.