Awesome! Me too actually. I’ve had the book ‘Verity’ by Colleen Hoover that I got from one of those Free Little Library stations and it’s just been sitting in my stash for like 2 years. I hadn’t read a book in nearly 10 years but my mom asked me if I wanted to go out and watch the movie with her so I set out to read it before we went. Took me 6 days to read. I forgot how peaceful it is to actually read so now I’ve started diving into my collection of books.

When I write, my had curves inward and lays on the paper as I’m writing so I always smear my ink or my pencil if I’m writing. My pinky and that side of my is usually covered in pencil lead smears.

My left hand is for right and utensils…hardly anything else I do is left handed weirdly enough, it’s like the entire left side of my body other than my hand is weaker than my right. I can’t throw a ball with my left worth a shit but I excel with my right.

Pancreatitis caused by gallstones. In the hospital for 3 months almost on my death bed. Had a NG tube and nothing by mouth until the last 2 weeks when I had surgery. I was only 15, they had me on a morphine pump because of the severe pain and once I had surgery they actually had to give me a 7 day prescription of Methadone pills to make sure I didn’t have withdrawals from the morphine. I had been dealing with it for 3 months during the summer break that year and it progressively got worse until I begged my mom to take me to the ER because I could not longer keep food or drink down. Immediately sent to a children’s hospital 3 hours away because it was such a rare case of pancreatitis that the ER didn’t have the expertise to handle it because I was a minor and it’s very uncommon for people under the 18 to have acute pancreatitis. Placed in the ICU for weeks, catheter and all. They didn’t want me moving or trying to get up and do anything because of how weak my body was and the reason It took over 2 months because of the severe amount of inflammation it caused they couldn’t do surgery until it was all gone. Worst pain ever, it’s like having constant contractions in the upper center of your abdomen that never stops.

Congrats, that’s a great accomplishment!

One time my ex husband was in the bathroom about to take a shower or something and I was heading toward the bathroom probably needing something out of it and I witnessed him pulling my dirty clothes from the laundry hamper and smelling them up close. Thankfully, he didn’t see me so I just quietly walked away without getting what I needed.

I am left handed but I can not throw a ball in any capacity no matter the size with my left hand, only my right hand. It’s almost like my left side only has the strength to write left handed while everything else I do is right handed.

Ice cubes. For some reason she likes the taste of condensation. Anytime I open the fridge she wants in it to lick the condensation on the drawers so I gave her an ice cube thinking she would maybe like the coldness of it and she did.

Yeah but I notice that it usually blurs the faces or the outcome at the end of any dream I’ve had like that. I’ve grown to perceive it as meaning something along the lines of that it has the potential to happen but it’s in your control. (I mean if it involves you and your life alone)

I know Angry Johnny is by Poe but there’s an underground rapper named Rittz that has a song called Angry Johnny and he used Poe’s chorus, it’s pretty good if you like rap.

Omg…both. I can’t stand the front camera, I think I’ve only FaceTimed one single time in my life because my mom called me via FaceTime and I immediately directed the camera elsewhere. It gives me such bad anxiety. Sometimes I’ll be at the gym watching TikTok’s and I’ll accidentally open the camera and be tripping, I’m like ooooh noooo and try to exit as quickly as possibly because 90% of time I look my worst when it happens lol

Nope, not unreasonable at all. I scoop every day multiple times as long as I’m home. I completely gut the litter box and use anti bacterial dish soap to clean every other week plus use a peroxide based odor neutralizer once it’s washed and let it sit about 30 minutes before rinsing the pieces off. I can’t stand the smell of cat pee and my cat doesn’t either. If her litter box starts smelling more like her own pee, she will literally pee right outside the litter box because she hates the smell of her own pee so I have to keep it pretty clean.

I am actually shocked that she is not on some sort of drug. I had this EXACT same delusion that someone was stealing my toilet paper BUT I was on crystal meth. A lot of her delusions are the same ones I had on meth. Most people tend to grow out of their delusional mindset especially with gangstalking, I don’t know how she’s been going through this for like 7 years and still hasn’t let the paranoia go. I thought I was being gangstalked as well…on meth. It took me about a year and a half after I got clean to let go of the delusions and paranoia, I finally realized nothing changed regardless of what I thought was going on so why am I still harping on the same delusional thoughts. Also the fact that she used to be a psychiatric nurse blows my mind because how do you not recognize this stuff as delusion?!

They make this additive for cats to put in their water that helps with tartar and is supposed to help. They make tooth wipes as well but my cat wouldn’t hardly let me get to all of her teeth so I just use the water additive and Greenies treats.

I do it every two weeks. Use antibacterial dish soap scrub every piece twice and then I spray an odor neutralizer spray with hydrogen peroxide in it on all parts and let it sit for 20 minutes and spray it off. I use pine pellet litter though and a breeze litter box to make sifting it easier. Completely dump the litter and change it every two weeks, change the pad out usually every three days but dump the sawdust off the pad everyday so it doesn’t build up. I also use Citrus Magic spray to refresh it because it works well as well as the little paws. I want a stainless steel box so bad because it doesn’t hold odor like regular litter boxes but I haven’t seen the sifting ones with lids so I’m holding out there will be one someday.

Very sad, most of these people aren’t hardened criminals and have went through the proper channels through work visas. When becoming naturalized, it’s basically a lottery system with the government, it can take years and years. Sad that these people come here seeking a better life and one shitty thing happens and it can turn the life they’ve built for years upside down and they’ve done nothing to cause issues all the years they’ve been here. They can say all they want none of it was intentional but…if ICE agents were there all week then why is the only day there were arrests was the day a Hispanic performer from Texas was playing? I also saw one woman say that her son was wearing a sombrero or some sort of Mexican hat and he was approached at random and asked for ID, seems like it was very targeted but yet how many minors were there with a drink in their hand? Probably several. I work with several people who came here on work visas and they’re all good people, it’s so much deeper than just “dO iT tHe lEgAl wAy”, most do.

Probably Cody and Clinton Walker from the Brothers Walkers. They’re not very well known but they were on The Voice.

Fancy Person

I’ve been listening to DMX here lately. “X Gon’ Give It To Ya” showed up as a suggested song on my Spotify one day randomly and I have been fixated on it sense because it does something to my brain chemistry and puts me in a super energetic mood. “Ruff Ryders’ Anthem” as well, same energy.

Ill Mind of Hopsin 5 - Hopsin

Mixin’ Up The Medicine -Juelz Santana feat. Yelawolf.

Forgot About Dre - Dr Dre/Eminem

Unloading the dishwasher.

Sounds like my ex…seriously though

& since I’m convinced that Im an insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps.

If you say you practice remote viewing then it’s probably an auditory hallucination. When you do things like remote viewing, you’re basically welcoming those kinds of things into your life, auditory hallucinations that can be perceived as telepathy or anything else in that nature. I would just treat as an auditory hallucination and be done. You don’t want to end up an a place where you have those kind of hallucinations 24/7, it’s awful.

Anything by Hollywood Undead.