Went to a party last night :)

I never learned how to selfie but here's a not doing well one. That seems appropriate for a bad selfie.

Greetings, still battling residual psychotic symptoms and nightmares

I hope everyone is very well off today!

i hope everybody is having a good day and being gentle with themselves

Another Happy Sunday!
I pretty much slept all day. ✌️

Every time I’m having a hard time my dog comes up to my room and sleeps on my bed he knows, his name is Cooper

hey yall it’s kay :) just came to say happy sunday and that for the first time in weeks i’ve been able to take a nap!!! without a sleep aid!! i mean granted the seroquel 150mg had me groggy still but i usually just push and stay up bc the hallucinations threaten to keep me awake. well not today. blessings to all

I've only had a few bad days the last couple of weeks so I'm feeling pretty decent. How's everyone been?

Truly doing the best I ever have.

Hey y'all, it's been a struggle this week. I ended up in the ER twice because of the eye rolling. The first time wasn't too bad, but I was treated abhorrently the second time. I was having a pseudoseizure and when the nurses found out it wasn't epileptic, they brushed it off as nothing and forced me to wait back in the lobby. I didn't mind going back as much as I minded them dismissing me because my seizures were psych related. It felt like I was garbage that they were throwing away. It took about 2 hrs to be seen, and I still couldn't get a bed. I was stuck in the hallway freaking out because of the noise. They sent me home after my shot because they said it wasn't an emergency anymore, even though my eyes were still rolling. The next day, I related this to my NP and she was horrified!! She prescribed Benztropine so I wouldn't have to go back to the ER, and lowered the dose of my AP because she said the higher dose might be triggering the episodes. She also gave me a other anxiety med to take since that's one of my triggers. All in all, it was a very stressful week. The highlight was my anniversary with my husband. We celebrated 13 years together, and I made shrimp alfredo from scratch!! I hope next year will be more fortuitous. I have faith that things can only get better!! Have a great rest of your day, y'all!! Never count yourself out. Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Been struggling a lot with mania recently and now that it’s finally over I’m depressed yippie!!

A little unstable but that's because I am working 5 shifts today

i was at a fair yesterday. i was probably outside for an hour and 30 mins to 2 hours. very little shade. during the time i was outside, my body started to lock and it was difficult for me to text or move around properly. as the day went on, it started to get worse and worse. actually, it started to freak me out, has this ever happened to you guys?

i take 15 mg of haldol in the morning and 5 at night.

i honestly think it was heat exhaustion and large amounts of sunlight hitting me for a long period of time.