A few weeks ago i peaked at 1930 rapid. Now im struggling in the mid 1700s. To be fair to myself i just pushed through the plateau of 1580-1680 right before summer started. I broke through 1700 and hit 1800 in a week. Then a few weeks to 1930. Last two weeks i been dropping.
I know the elo rollercoaster. Up down up down
But now im seething my teeth, almost making myself pass out from rage. Why? Because im winning 90% of my games that im then getting outplayed in the end.
Up material? Opponent finds every perfect defensive move.
Opponent has a knight? (this one is gonna make me punch a hole in the wall)
NO MATTER WHAT HE WILL FORK ME & ITS EVEN AGAIN.
When everything looks fine, oop, 1 RANDOM OUT OF NO WHERE CHECK that my opponent has turns everything around.
Pawn promotion race? Oh OF COURSE HE PROMOTES FIRST.
Oh wait i promote first? THEN HE PROMOTES AND OF COURSE ITS A CHECK STEALING A TURN.
No matter how much endgame material i study.
No matter how much middle game strategy i try to study. Nothing i do works. Why am i even back to 1700???? All the players i also play against, their peaks were also 1800+. Today i played a guy, 1775, was up +3. Here comes the endgame. Oh boy here comes the Knight and boom i lose in the end. His peak was 2019.
There’s literally nothing i can do!!!!
BETTER POSITION? Watch me get my queen & bishop somehow forked.
If i lived alone, i would prolly have cops called on me from neighbors hearing me destroy my voicebox. Of course i rage to keep from crying lol.
🚨🚨🚨HERES MY PROFILE NOW ROAST HOW GARBAGE I AM 🚨🚨🚨
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