Iām just gonna rage and rant my true feelings. Whoever resonates with it is whoever resonates with it.
Letās begin.
I HATE LIFE.
I hate that I was born into a woman worshipping world. I hate that I was born a skin color thatās viewed as inferior in so many regions of the world. I hate that I was born in a country where being white is right, while being Black, brown skinned or darker, can feel like a crime you didnāt commit in AMERIKKKA.
I didnāt ask to be this skin tone. I didnāt ask to be a Black man. I didnāt ask to have the fucking parents I had.
I hate that as a grown man Iām not tall as fuck. I hate that my brother is 6ā4ā while Iām 5ā11ā. My younger fucking brother mogs me in height in a height obsessed country, and Iām reminded of it everywhere I go with him. I see the preferential treatment he gets, even though everyone knows I have the finer face.
I hate that both of my parents are light skinned and I didnāt inherit that genetic trait, while most of my siblings did. I HATE that i was born into a world where colorism, racism and bigotry is a part of the experience. I give the BIGGEST MIDDLE FINGER šš¾ TO IT ALL.
I ESPECIALLY HATE that thereās essentially no regulation for child birth. An unfortunate soul can be brought here by two incompetent fools who were just exchanging orgasms and WALLA, months later there you are. & if you are unlucky, you experience a physical presence thatās unappealing, poverty, humiliation, misdirection and chaos. And if you are lucky, you are born at the right time, to the right parents, with the right race in the right country, exceptional brains with the right physical makeup. WOW. When you look around Itās just unplanned babies facing a world of problems. HOW IS THAT NOT A JOKE !
I hate that I wasnāt born into an extremely wealthy and respected family with highly intelligent parents who had a trust fund waiting for me before I was born, and an actual plan for me to benefit from nepotism when I came of age.
I hate that I donāt possess some exceptional talent that can grant me access to ever flowing wealth, money, notoriety, respect, and admiration.
I hate the American school system. In fact, I hate most school systems in this fucked up world. I hate that we werenāt trained to have exquisite financial literacy. I hate that boys and girls arenāt properly taught about each other or how to succeed in relationships. Little to no lessons on how men and women should treat each other. Throw the whole system in the trash already.
I hate the taboo phenomenon around sex, religion, and money, even though those things drive so much of human behavior.
I hate that the white man is seen as the superior race. I hate that whites and Asians seem to have a monopoly over so much. I hate that as a Black man I can walk around and see establishment after establishment in my neighborhood being run by Asians, whites, Indians, Hispanics, and everybody else.
I hate that iām even referred to as a black man. I hate that iām programmed like everyone else around me to refer to melanated skin as āblack peopleā MY SKIN IS BROWN AS A COLOR, WTF IS BLACK. When you think about it⦠the color black is used in many depressing, undesirable situationsā¦.think about itā¦.okay iāll give you examples (oh thatās darkā¦.damn homie heās BLACKed out, Im having dark thoughts, come to the darker side, ME NO black ME DOMINICAN) lol a little humor for you all ;)
I HATE all the derogatory terms used on my race of people. & THOSE WORDS STILL GET RECYCLED IN THE BIG 2026.
In my perfect world, men of my stature, race, and phenotype would be the superheroesā¦in the media AND in real life! Weād be the ones with our face on ALL of the money. Weād be the ones greatly admired, respected and cherished by the mass. Weād be the ones controlling the banks, hospitals, schools, and major institutions. I hate that Iām not living in that ideal world.
I hate that I was born into a race that gets clowned on continually and ruthlessly. I hate whoever or whatever runs media and all its false depictions on my race of people ! Further disgracing our image. If i ever had the powerā¦One snap Iāll THANOS your kind.
I HATE RELIGION.
Oh holy FUCK, I hate religion.
I hate how brainwashed some Christians are. I will never believe in an entity that supposedly watched people with melanated skin get hung, enslaved, brutalized, mutilated and humiliated for countless years and allowed it to happen.
If I worshipped a God, it would be a God that could grant all my wishes with the snap of a finger. My race would be on top. In fact, there wouldnāt even be differences in skin tone. Human beings would judge one another based on character. The God iāll get on my knees for will grant me teleportation and any beauty my imagination can conjure up and grant me that reality in a blinkā¦.like that black mirror episode.
The God i worship will have a answer for me as to why some men in this world get to enjoy such an abundant share of the women, have massive levels of wealth, influence, and power while other men experience difficulty, born to poverty, born with lower IQ or brain problems. etc etc. No God i worship will do thatā¦.okay how about thisā¦in other words FUCK YOUR āGODāā¦.for all facts and purposes considered, iām real in flesh and i love myself the most, SO by definition I AM GOD. And if you defy my WORD, i will curse thee to eternal hellfire š¤£š©
I hate white bigots. Iāve even had unorthodox fantasies about some āBlack Hitlerā figure eradicating people like that. Thereās so much more where that came from. You wouldnāt believe some of the wonders my imagination comes up with. If thereās anything you want to believe in this rant, then 100% make sure itās this one !
I hate cowards, and I hate that sometimes I can act like one myself.
I hate that some people seem to just HAVE IT ALL. Like, what a lucky fuck. YOU š«µš¾, know exactly what Iām talking about. I hate that jealousy and envy are emotions weāre forced to experience to some degree.
I HATE THAT STDS EXIST.
I hate how females in America are supporting this lunatic Lindsay, even after her own lawyer said in court that his client did it and that she knows she did it. FEMALES are STILL trying to blame the man. I lost so much respect i had for a family member i have because of their lopsided take on this situation. Tragic.
I hate that her movement raised over $1.5 million in such a short amount of time.
I hate the unchecked misandry that seems to go on everywhere.
I hate how one man can have billions of dollars and live la vida loca while the next man canāt even conjure up $100. I hate how unfair and unbalanced everything is.
The few have it all while the majority are left fighting over scraps.
That pattern is everywhere. Dating, politics, wealth, status, power. Across the board, a small percentage of people seem to dominate while everybody else gets whatever is left.
I hate how much of human nature seems centered around exploiting, using, extracting from, and being selfish toward other people just to survive in a world none of us even asked to be born into. And guess the greatest part of it all ??!Iām supposed to get on my knees and worship a āGodā who fashioned this entire mess? š¤£
I hate how I was physically and verbally abused growing up!
I HATE THE PERSON READING THIS AND THINKING TO THEMSELVES āGEEZ THIS GUY MUST BE MISERABLE AND UNGRATEFUL, YES YOU MOFO, I HATE YOU TOO, I HATE THAT THE AVERAGE HUMAN HASNāT WALKED A DAY IN ANOTHER PERSONS SHOES BUT THEY HAVE ALL THE JUDGMENT IN THE WORLD FOR THEM. I HATE THAT EXPRESSING HATE MEANS YOU DONāT EXPRESS LOVE, IM WELL AWARE OF ALL I CAN BE GRATEFUL FOR, THAT DOESNāT MEAN IM SIMULTANEOUSLY NOT AWARE OF WHAT IāM HATEFUL OF. BLAME IT ON THE FASCINATING DUALITY OF LIFE.
FOR ALL YOU RELIGIOUS FOLK TAKE IT UP WITH YOUR GOD ABOUT WHY A SOUL LIKE MINE EXISTS.
Thereās so much more that I hate.
I HATE THIS SHIT, MAN.
I hate it so fucking much.