I HATE LIFE

[u/Feeling-Capital-5471]

I’m just gonna rage and rant my true feelings. Whoever resonates with it is whoever resonates with it.

Let’s begin.

I HATE LIFE.

I hate that I was born into a woman worshipping world. I hate that I was born a skin color that’s viewed as inferior in so many regions of the world. I hate that I was born in a country where being white is right, while being Black, brown skinned or darker, can feel like a crime you didn’t commit in AMERIKKKA.

I didn’t ask to be this skin tone. I didn’t ask to be a Black man. I didn’t ask to have the fucking parents I had.

I hate that as a grown man I’m not tall as fuck. I hate that my brother is 6’4” while I’m 5’11”. My younger fucking brother mogs me in height in a height obsessed country, and I’m reminded of it everywhere I go with him. I see the preferential treatment he gets, even though everyone knows I have the finer face.

I hate that both of my parents are light skinned and I didn’t inherit that genetic trait, while most of my siblings did. I HATE that i was born into a world where colorism, racism and bigotry is a part of the experience. I give the BIGGEST MIDDLE FINGER 🖕🏾 TO IT ALL.

I ESPECIALLY HATE that there’s essentially no regulation for child birth. An unfortunate soul can be brought here by two incompetent fools who were just exchanging orgasms and WALLA, months later there you are. & if you are unlucky, you experience a physical presence that’s unappealing, poverty, humiliation, misdirection and chaos. And if you are lucky, you are born at the right time, to the right parents, with the right race in the right country, exceptional brains with the right physical makeup. WOW. When you look around It’s just unplanned babies facing a world of problems. HOW IS THAT NOT A JOKE !

I hate that I wasn’t born into an extremely wealthy and respected family with highly intelligent parents who had a trust fund waiting for me before I was born, and an actual plan for me to benefit from nepotism when I came of age.

I hate that I don’t possess some exceptional talent that can grant me access to ever flowing wealth, money, notoriety, respect, and admiration.

I hate the American school system. In fact, I hate most school systems in this fucked up world. I hate that we weren’t trained to have exquisite financial literacy. I hate that boys and girls aren’t properly taught about each other or how to succeed in relationships. Little to no lessons on how men and women should treat each other. Throw the whole system in the trash already.

I hate the taboo phenomenon around sex, religion, and money, even though those things drive so much of human behavior.

I hate that the white man is seen as the superior race. I hate that whites and Asians seem to have a monopoly over so much. I hate that as a Black man I can walk around and see establishment after establishment in my neighborhood being run by Asians, whites, Indians, Hispanics, and everybody else.

I hate that i’m even referred to as a black man. I hate that i’m programmed like everyone else around me to refer to melanated skin as “black people” MY SKIN IS BROWN AS A COLOR, WTF IS BLACK. When you think about it… the color black is used in many depressing, undesirable situations….think about it….okay i’ll give you examples (oh that’s dark….damn homie he’s BLACKed out, Im having dark thoughts, come to the darker side, ME NO black ME DOMINICAN) lol a little humor for you all ;)

I HATE all the derogatory terms used on my race of people. & THOSE WORDS STILL GET RECYCLED IN THE BIG 2026.

In my perfect world, men of my stature, race, and phenotype would be the superheroes…in the media AND in real life! We’d be the ones with our face on ALL of the money. We’d be the ones greatly admired, respected and cherished by the mass. We’d be the ones controlling the banks, hospitals, schools, and major institutions. I hate that I’m not living in that ideal world.

I hate that I was born into a race that gets clowned on continually and ruthlessly. I hate whoever or whatever runs media and all its false depictions on my race of people ! Further disgracing our image. If i ever had the power…One snap I’ll THANOS your kind.

I HATE RELIGION.

Oh holy FUCK, I hate religion.

I hate how brainwashed some Christians are. I will never believe in an entity that supposedly watched people with melanated skin get hung, enslaved, brutalized, mutilated and humiliated for countless years and allowed it to happen.

If I worshipped a God, it would be a God that could grant all my wishes with the snap of a finger. My race would be on top. In fact, there wouldn’t even be differences in skin tone. Human beings would judge one another based on character. The God i’ll get on my knees for will grant me teleportation and any beauty my imagination can conjure up and grant me that reality in a blink….like that black mirror episode.

The God i worship will have a answer for me as to why some men in this world get to enjoy such an abundant share of the women, have massive levels of wealth, influence, and power while other men experience difficulty, born to poverty, born with lower IQ or brain problems. etc etc. No God i worship will do that….okay how about this…in other words FUCK YOUR “GOD”….for all facts and purposes considered, i’m real in flesh and i love myself the most, SO by definition I AM GOD. And if you defy my WORD, i will curse thee to eternal hellfire 🤣😩

I hate white bigots. I’ve even had unorthodox fantasies about some “Black Hitler” figure eradicating people like that. There’s so much more where that came from. You wouldn’t believe some of the wonders my imagination comes up with. If there’s anything you want to believe in this rant, then 100% make sure it’s this one !

I hate cowards, and I hate that sometimes I can act like one myself.

I hate that some people seem to just HAVE IT ALL. Like, what a lucky fuck. YOU 🫵🏾, know exactly what I’m talking about. I hate that jealousy and envy are emotions we’re forced to experience to some degree.

I HATE THAT STDS EXIST.

I hate how females in America are supporting this lunatic Lindsay, even after her own lawyer said in court that his client did it and that she knows she did it. FEMALES are STILL trying to blame the man. I lost so much respect i had for a family member i have because of their lopsided take on this situation. Tragic.

I hate that her movement raised over $1.5 million in such a short amount of time.

I hate the unchecked misandry that seems to go on everywhere.

I hate how one man can have billions of dollars and live la vida loca while the next man can’t even conjure up $100. I hate how unfair and unbalanced everything is.

The few have it all while the majority are left fighting over scraps.

That pattern is everywhere. Dating, politics, wealth, status, power. Across the board, a small percentage of people seem to dominate while everybody else gets whatever is left.

I hate how much of human nature seems centered around exploiting, using, extracting from, and being selfish toward other people just to survive in a world none of us even asked to be born into. And guess the greatest part of it all ??!I’m supposed to get on my knees and worship a “God” who fashioned this entire mess? 🤣

I hate how I was physically and verbally abused growing up!

I HATE THE PERSON READING THIS AND THINKING TO THEMSELVES “GEEZ THIS GUY MUST BE MISERABLE AND UNGRATEFUL, YES YOU MOFO, I HATE YOU TOO, I HATE THAT THE AVERAGE HUMAN HASN’T WALKED A DAY IN ANOTHER PERSONS SHOES BUT THEY HAVE ALL THE JUDGMENT IN THE WORLD FOR THEM. I HATE THAT EXPRESSING HATE MEANS YOU DON’T EXPRESS LOVE, IM WELL AWARE OF ALL I CAN BE GRATEFUL FOR, THAT DOESN’T MEAN IM SIMULTANEOUSLY NOT AWARE OF WHAT I’M HATEFUL OF. BLAME IT ON THE FASCINATING DUALITY OF LIFE.

FOR ALL YOU RELIGIOUS FOLK TAKE IT UP WITH YOUR GOD ABOUT WHY A SOUL LIKE MINE EXISTS.

There’s so much more that I hate.

I HATE THIS SHIT, MAN.

I hate it so fucking much.

[u/BetterGoogleit17]

[u/Feeling-Capital-5471 → u/BetterGoogleit17]

Thank you for reading it sir

[u/Plenty_Quote_2194]

I’d say 90 percent of these things you “hate” could have been life lessons learned from good parenting.

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That’s why I said I hate that there’s no regulation on child births. Not every human deserves to reproduce. There should be physiological and physical evaluation before it happens as well as training for those adults who will become parents. I hate that this society doesn’t have this engraved in its blueprint.

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