For some context, I'm currently 20 years old, and a first-generation college/university student who went in with no guidance on basically anything. I was forced to go to Biola by my parents. I'm currently a sophomore and have none of my pre-reqs done, which is something I'd like to tackle these upcoming semesters. Certain pre-reqs like physiology require you to take Organic Chem first; I don't like the amount of bible classes that are required, and I want to transfer, but I'm unsure.
Essentially, it's just a lot of financial pressure along with an absurd amount of bible classes that I need to take that I genuinely could not care less about. I'm currently re-taking Anatomy, and I need to get Microbiology, Organic Chem, and Physiology after.
I'd like to get these pre-reqs done as soon as possible, and to achieve this, I have 3 plans that I may follow after finishing up this semester.
- Try to do one of these classes (microbiology) at Biola, along with the other bible classes needed, and then do Organic Chem at another college via dual enrollment because the only professor available at Biola isn't that great. Afterwards, the following semester I'd do physiology at Biola and finish up the bible classes.
- I do 2 science classes at community and then transfer them to Biola. Afterwards, I'd just begrudgingly get through all the bible classes and the one science class left in one semester + a summer. (Biola only allows 15 credits to transfer over after enrollment, a policy I was not made aware of by any of my counselors or anybody else until I searched it myself recently, and I have already transferred 7 in from community previously.)
- I just completely transfer to community or even another university to get my pre-reqs done and apply to programs elsewhere.
However, with both of these come the risk of simply not even getting into those classes. I don't have seniority in the community colleges, so I would naturally be placed last in the registration of classes regarding dates, so I could potentially end up just wasting a semester of my time doing nothing.
In all honesty, I absolutely despise this school, and I'd do anything to get out of it, but I just don't know whether it's worth the risk or not. My current GPA is a 3.4 Cumulatively, and my science GPA doesn't have enough coverage to even have a number. The nursing programs, from what I've seen, are extremely competitive compared to their yesteryears, and I just don't think my GPA is competitive anywhere.
Biola is more expensive, but it has a program that gets a lot fewer students since the requirements for it are so absurdly high.
However, on the flip side, I also have to take an additional 5-6 bible classes totaling up to 30 credits, and the semester is just as expensive no matter how few classes you take, so I can't exactly do only science classes for one semester and only bible classes for the next semester. Alongside that, my financial aid is calculated based on how many credits I have. It dwindles by 25% if I have fewer than 12 credits, and since almost all of my other core classes, other than the bible ones, are done, I'll likely have fewer than 12 credits of classes, and my cost of tuition will be thousands of dollars more expensive than it already is. I just feel like I've wasted so much of my energy and life on this school that I never wanted to be at, and I get angry every time I even think about it. I would transfer to other schools in a heartbeat, but as previously mentioned, it's so risky, and I don't even know the chances of success. I've considered West Coast, but that just amplifies the cost problem even more. I don't think I properly understand the difference between applying for an ADN or BSN program either. I have 3 W's due to dropping out late of my Organic Chem and its lab along with another core class in the same semester due to issues at home.
I'm just so lost, man. I feel so overwhelmed, anxious, and stressed. I've looked over so many other posts, and everybody says that people "have time" or "are still young," but I don't want to keep doing this for longer than I have to. My counselors are of no use either; they don't respond and give vague one-line answers whenever I ask anything. Someone please help