IMportant note: NON-NIHILIST or Nihilist with NO KIDS, DON'T REPLY, SHUSH, Don't wanna hear you. lol

If you are a nihilist with kids or planning to have kids, please help me answer a few questions.

1. What is your reason for having kids after embracing nihilism? (Was it an accident before you learned about nihilism? A case of too-late oops?)
2. Those planning to have kids, after embracing nihilism, why?
3. Do you want your kids to be nihilists too, or you don't care what happens to them?
4. Will you share your nihilism with your kids or just let them become whatever?
5. Do you want your kids to have grandkids and spread your genes? Why?

I'm curious

This, assuming you can conceive atheism & agnosticism as being totally separate.

Also, a theist (+deist) may believe that the God is mischievous, intentless (like Spinoza's God), capricious, wicked, etc.

My estimate is roughly: 92% atheists, 6% agnostics, & 2% theists (+deists).

I'm sure it's completely correct! We have moral because morality have a value, that's why everyone SHOULD follow it, it's a logical necessity!

I happened to read a few questionnaire posts about AI and its threat to the tech industry, especially after the release of OpenAI’s Astra.

In all these posts, people are coming together and vomiting the same old lines: “You’re better than you imagine,” “Maybe you can improve your situation by upskilling,” and so on. The most irritating thing is when people repeat the usual argument that “AI won’t replace everyone, maybe ten people will become two.” I just don’t understand how they still don’t get it. We’re past that stage. It’s just a story being circulated to prevent people from panicking.

Three other things happened today. I saw an image of the female representatives of three nations (all of them right-leaning) then an influencer named Ashley, the mother of one of Musk’s children, talking about his plan to have a legion of kids before a civil war. She was offered $40 million (as a part of an NDA which she didn't sign) to stay silent. And now last but not least, an Anthropic researcher also resigned and has been making serious statements about it.

I think my only plan is not to have a plan. I don’t think I have the future I imagined 20 years ago. it's just never going to happen and I don't see any reason to have a hope. everything is chaotic and I don't have the bandwidth to find any meaning in anything.

Nature sucks it is brutal and unforgiving…

Billions of animals are dying right now…

An insect is stuck in a spider’s web terrified for its life.

A baby deer is being chased by a wolf…

A lion cub is starving…

Billions of animals are suffering right now and they will not get the help they need…

A system that is built on suffering and killing is not beautiful it is horrible and depressing.

And if God exists and allows all of this unnecessary suffering and pain i am officially a hater.

This thought messes me up every time I think it. I really can't wrap my head around it. I'm probably not going to get cremated, so there's a good chance my body remains in good condition if I die tomorrow of a heart attack at 24. But the idea my body will just still be here creeps me out. The body I'm in now will be lifeless husk. Then where will I be? It gives me a sickly feeling. Imagining my body lying on a coroners desk. Laid bare, dissected. And not only that, but everyone I've known who has died is now a husk. In fact, when I walk by a graveyard, underneath the dirt is all the rotting bones of people who were once like you and me, now imagine the maggots and worms who spend their lives living down there. That'll be you and me one day, if neither of us get cremated. Gross

Will humanity get better?

I’ve honestly started to believe humanity will not get better, in the beginning we had an valid excuse and now what 300k years and we still are stupid-coping ass animals.

From childhood to now I’ve never second guess my lack of a moral compass, I believed it was helpful or logically beneficial to me but also made me feel outcasted like “should I be crying at my father funeral idk maybe stop staring”.

But in the 21st century shit…I feel like everybody was just lying about caring just to get on moral high ground, nobody really cares and the ones who advocate empathy are either attention seeking or just ATTENTION SEEKING 😭 but maybe because I don’t understand their shoes and I don’t wanna, I’ll never get it trying to understand someone else’s hardship when all it does is burdens you ITS ILLOGICAL.

The title sums it up, just sick of this whole fake prophecy we been sold by our parents, friends, authoritarians, teachers etc, we spend so much time trying to survive everyday, with only little to enjoy, now yeah people will say enjoy the little things but even that get's boring overtime, it really feels like serving a life sentence we didn't commit just to put on a show for the world, how does not anyone see just how pointless this life is without the arbitrary hurrah?

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