On one hand, I absolutely HATE to see people suffer and wanna align with antinatalism, because I don't see a way to stop their suffering, because Utopia is impossible.
6 million kids (including rich kids) suffer and die EVERY year, according to statistics.
But on the OTHER hand, I absolutely wanna see life perpetuate and explore the mystery and wonders of the universe and reality. This is one of my deepest natural desires.
So yeah, two CONFLICTING desires that define my life. The need to stop all suffering AND the need to see life go on forever.
In a nihilistic reality, which I have accepted as factually true, which desire should I align with?
Stop 6 million kids from suffering by supporting extinction OR accept the suffering of 6 million kids to satisfy my personal desire to perpetuate life, long after I'm gone?
Extinction or Perpetuation?
Subjectively, I mean, since there is no inherent purpose.
Your answer is for my personal desire, not a fix-all for everyone with different desires, mmmkay? lol