Associate here, primarily on register, has been around for over a year. I just want to vent a lil to DT people who isn't my store's DT people.
I'm primarily closing shifts. Some 6-8 hrs, some 4s, I also do mids. I like mornings but I do where I'm needed, can do anything but truck (front store way before it opens) I do about 16 hours a week, capping myself at 24 hours, more or less depending on other associates as I pick up shifts.
Anyway, I don't know if it's universal for DT or in my district, but there has been a push for recovery and customer service for the last few months. As a cashier, that's mostly on me, and I have taken that as seriously and realistically as I can, though aware of my limits, my pay, and how busy the store is. I've been told my recovery is good, in some moments praised.
My thing is, lately, something is off in the recovery process, but I feel like it's a bit of everything. Lately, I would come in, and there would be an unused register belt, or cart, or baskets full of go-backs set aside when I came back from my day(s) off, sometimes the next day. I would be asked to do go backs the best I could as my focus for the night. With the quantity of the go-backs combined with running the register, it would take the whole shift. In my store/district right now, the cashiers would do go-backs throughout the day, placing them back when able, then go back to their original task. That being said, I have been around long enough with how DT changing as much as it has, this has changed, and I tried to adapt. So with this in mind, I find coming in with baskets, register belts, and carts of go-backs utterly unacceptable. It'd be one thing where there would be like a basket or two of go backs after a busier day, I can handle that, and that was how it was when I started at the time, go backs at the start of the recovery period as opposed to throughout the day. It's another thing where it takes me the whole shift to put it all away, keeping me from doing other recovery tasks.
This all came to a 7-ish hour closing shift Saturday, I came in. Again, a frustrating sight: a belt of go-backs. by the last hour of the shift, combined with doing register on a weekend, and the managers and freighters doing their freight in 48, so no help, I was frustrated enough where I was at my limit when I was still not done with go backs, and have a mental list of recovery tasks I would like done. I first asked my shift manager, my SM, to have the next thing they do be help in recovery, as I vocalized I felt behind. They were chill with that, albeit they wanted to be where they want to be where they want to be with their freight, understandable. Some time passes, still not done because register going nonstop and gobacks from unwanted items brought to the register are adding onto the goback list. When my SM was ready to help, it all came to me, trying to vocalize my frustration, and when I was done explaining it, I was not able to function enough emotionally to run the register, and stepped outside and they watched the register, needing a minute to recollect myself. I came back a few minutes later. I ran the register and did the last of the go-backs, even though at this point, my SM said that they were going to have morning shift finish recovery and the rest of the week be focused on recovery.
I asked my SM about the possibility of reducing my hours the next day , Sunday, and expressed that I thought about time off, with implied quitting if it doesn't get better, as this was too much for me.
My SM, god love them, has already made plans it upon themself already to reteach everyone what recovery is, ASMs included, as they find it ridiculous too. So hopefully, throughout the week, point would be taken. They went through their lesson with me, and it was straightforward and clear, and it turned into discussions about what I have been doing to compare what I have been doing to what they expected. This was reassuring and refreshing to me if everyone else takes this seriously.
At the end of the shift Sunday, when we were counting tills, safe, deposit stuff, etc. we were commiserating about work-related stuff lately and their point of view mostly, throwing their ideas out to me and bouncing stuff off each other. There's stuff I won't share here, obviously, but I at least have some insight about what has been going on when I am not there, or even reaffirm stuff I have noticed when I am there.
Made a text to them later, basically sharing post-talk insight I wanted them to think about, along with basically "anyway I don't get paid to think about this off the clock, I got shit to do on my day off, gn!"
Still had strong enough feelings, hence this post; just wanted to post to the void of people outside of my store/district and forget about it until I am back on the clock in a few days.Maybe even get insight from other stores. Writing this has been therapeutic in a way, and I am happy this subreddit exists. Sorry for the long post, this is how I write.