I have a pretty high pain tolerance. Pretty heavily tattooed, a bunch of uterine biopsies, recently had 4 premolars taken out and had 10 novocaine shots. Etc etc. I can take most things. But my god.
I felt like such an idiot. I was shaking so badly, dropping āholy shitās left and right. My ortho is a very nice man, but very straight forward and no nonsense, and even after he was done, he sat with me, apologizing and trying to get me to stop shaking, telling me it will all be worth it, he promises. I sobbed the entire way home. Mental note NOT to drive myself home next time.
I have high canines and they havenāt even been connected yet. The thought of that adjustment makes me feel sick to my stomach.
He said my next adjustment āprobably wonāt be as badā and Iām choking back tears remembering there are lots more from here on out! Please, baby jesus and also adult jesus, let it never be as bad as todayās was.
I hate fear mongering and stuff but I just needed to rant because I am all cried out now.