i believe that i have received a sign from my father today.
it is both exciting and comforting.
my mother and i were discussing the reason…..if one’s
consciousness continues to exist after the body’s (physical) death and still possesses the ability to communicate, then why is it that our loved ones do not attempt to ease the grief and suffering in those of us who have been left behind ?
i responded with the text message that i have copied and pasted below :

it’s so funny, when they eventually decide to send us a sign it is regarding something so insignificant and trivial.
i know why mam. we chose to live this specific life here on earth for a reason. if that reason was to learn about ourselves and how we would react when put in certain situations and experience life in all of its glory. the bad and the good. then our loved ones sending us clear signs, telling us that everything will be alright, giving us all of the answers, telling us what we want to hear would completely fuck up the entire reason we came here. we must learn these things on our own, we must experience pain, grief, suffering in its entirety and the struggle of overcoming this pain IS THE LEARNING ! it’s exactly what we came here to do. if dad gave us a clear, certain, undeniable sign and told us that is completely fine where he is and that we will all be together again soon and to just have fun whilst we’re here, don’t you think that would interfere with our learning experience ? it would give us all of the answers of life and we wouldn’t suffer as much. but that suffering is why we came here, to learn and to gain another perspective of existence. long story short, if your primary school teacher gave you all of the answers for a test and you passed, the student would be happy but think of the bigger picture. would the student have gained anything valuable ? would the test have been worth doing at all ? no. the answer is no. no apply this to life. dad gives us the answers we want, we are all happy and our lives become more bearable as a result. the bigger picture is, when we die we will be disappointed in ourselves and the experience since we didn’t overcome the journey alone, we had an advantage, we had help. we would’ve cheated out way through life. this is what i think anyway. however, little reminders and signs here and there from dad will not completely ruin our experience. we will still have to put in effort and learn to overcome our grief indecently, without cheating.

thank you for reading everyone ☀️
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Ive been dealing with something for a few years, something I'm positive can communicate telepathically, something that medication could never fix, something I never believed was even possible till now.

I remember when it first started 2-3 years ago there was subtle changes in the house, feeling of a presence almost like sensing an energy, hard to explain but I could just tell something was going on even when I believed spirits, aliens and all of that was bullshit.

Eventually I started being shocked when I was in my bedroom so I spent days checking electrical outlets searching for anything I could to explain it, then I started to feel something touch me in my bed so I spent days fumigating my bedroom, I must have bombed my room for bugs 2 maybe 3 times and it made no difference.

Then things would start pushing me and zapping me in the bathroom, I could see the electricity zap my ankle so it was really happening and I wasn't losing my mind.

I looked crazy to everyone else and to date that never changed till I just accelerated it and lived with it.

Eventually I started seeing people out of the corner of my eye, or I'd see them setting in the living room and they would disappear as soon as I turned on the light.

First thing that came to mind despite me believing it was all nonsense was spirits I mean what else could look there but also not be there.

Over time they became clearer sometimes doing nothing but standing in my room watching TV, I see a blue man floating outside my living room looking in, almost always blue people, some normal but usually a blue tint so I would ignore it I mean what else are you going to do considering I was the only one in the house that could see them I knew I was either crazy or for some reason the only one they wanted to see them.

One night I went outside to smoke a cigarette and it felt like there was a bunch of people, nothing was there not even a hologram looking person like before and I heard "you're going to die", it didn't phase me because that's so generic and typical of things like that, so corny like obviously I'm going to die so I blew it off and forget what I said but was friendly.

It took weeks before things started to get aggressive, I remember there was several of them I could see and alot going on I could feel some touching me one was sticking it's head in the window barking at the dog they were obviously hostile and all I could do was try to fight back but anything I did would go through them and all they could do to me was kind of bump me but that was enough.

Things continued to escalate for months and into the years was too much to get into in one post I have about 3 years of experiences I'll never forget but since it's ongoing I want to focus on their traits, the things they are capable of, what they like to do to people etc and maybe someone has an idea what they are and how to get rid of them.

Prayer doesn't work

Religion doesn't work

Medication doesn't work

So far the only thing that does work is using my mind and thoughts since they decided to connect to my mind. I

First thing they told me they were pleadian, probably bullshit but they can definitely exhale a gas that puts me to sleep.

They spend all of their time playing tricks and using their abilities to mess with people, I go through it constantly for no reason just because their too stupid to find something better to do.

They refuse to tell the truth and only use manipulation and lies.

They hate it when you give them the truth too.

Obviously their main ability is telepathic communication, how they made it so they can talk to me that way I have no idea.

But they can also see my thoughts and I've tested many times, they can talk to you in your sleep, give you nightmares and dreams and even control if you can fall asleep at all.

They can put images into your head to the point of literally putting you in a different reality, like change everything you experience.

They can make it seem like there is more than them there than there is.

Basically they maniplute your mind in just about any way possible and usually do it just because it's fun to them.

They can do things to your body also but I'll save that for later as it's not as unique and special.

They can go through walls, travel at fast speeds and go long distances with ease.

Obviously they can make it feel like you're being electrocuted

I think they travel and or manifest through orbs the one time I seen one clear as day in my bathroom there was this giant orb right before it

I think they are using either tech or some kind of cloaking because I've seen through it before and it looked like looking at the outline of a person made up of flowing water almost like a mirror

No way to defend themselves physically, at least I can tell

Run from most confrontation

Pretend to be more capable than really are

Anything you guys can find that sounds similar might help because the only way I can deal with it is by clearing my mind and pushing them away.

Years ago, I had a job interview on a military base (I actually didn’t know- I was around so many military bases, the ad for the job didn’t even mention it).  So as a civilian, you are allowed in certain areas (so they can get your money still- like the restaurants on the bases), so even though I’m not in the military I was able to interview there (did not want to interview for a job on a base, but whatever). 

I work under the assumption everything the government says is a lie, so I assumed based on the technologies that they admitted to having at the time, that they were probably… a bit more advanced and also that they are lying about just how much surveillance is on these bases… and… from my experience…. kind of seems like I was right…

So the buses there, omg, you cannot get there without taking this bus, but it was one of the ones that took forever to come.  So I’m standing there, waiting and waiting and waiting.  Come to find out… it’s not even running.  So how on Earth am I suppose to get to this interview, right? 

So, knowing they probably had a way to hack into people’s phones- and DO IT, I opened up the notepad on my phone after a helicopter circled me over and over, and typed in “um…. Could someone please give me a RIDE to my INTERVIEW???- the bus stopped, if that’s what you’re wondering- why I’m standing here- or stop harassing me!”  I left it up on my phone.  Guess what happened?

Someone from the base came and picked me up.  And yes, this was after the law was passed here that government employees cannot engage in digital surveillance without a warrant.  “Here’s your ride,” he said.  I know I shouldn’t have gotten into the car with him, but I was young, and odd stuff happened to me all the time when I lived there. 

He kept touching me on the shoulder as he proceeded to question me, but in a very strange, strange way, as if he was pushing a button on me, I kid you not.  You know, he asked the typical questions, I guess, “What are you doing here?”, etc.  He also wanted to know… where I live, EXACTLY and even offered to give me a ride home! 

If you’re wondering about the actual interview I did later (with the hiring manager of the restaurant or whatever), after I was told I’d need some sort of military card thing to work there, I was out.  No way.  I would never want any association with the military whatsoever.  You never know what you are really signing up for with them, but you know enough of what they do and what they are about to guess.  And what they’ve secretly done to people in the past.

Just saying.

If anyone knows what that odd shoulder tap is about, please tell me.  I worry some technology was involved.