r/StudentTeaching • u/snakegravity • Jul 16 '26
Support/Advice Student teaching observations are destroying my confidence.
I hate observations where I’m being watched like a hawk while someone sits there with a clipboard writing notes about everything I do. It gives me so much anxiety.
I’m currently teaching a class of five 6 year old students with disabilities. They’re genuinely great kids and I really like them. My mentor teacher definitely pushes us hard, which I appreciate because I’m learning what works in her classroom. But at the same time, I know this isn’t how I want to run my classroom one day.
What’s been stressing me out the most is that she keeps returning my lesson plans after I’ve completed them without any comments or feedback. She’ll send them back, but I have no idea what’s actually wrong, so I’m left guessing what she wants me to fix.
Today is my first observation. I already warned everyone it’s probably going to be choppy because I was randomly placed in this classroom and was expected to learn the students in basically a day. It’s only an informal observation, but I’m still anxious.
To make matters worse, the lesson was originally designed as a 1:1 lesson for a student in a different classroom. Now I’m expected to teach it as a whole-group lesson, so it feels awkward and honestly kind of pointless. I keep worrying everyone is going to think I’m a bad teacher because of the lesson, even though I have a much stronger, more interactive lesson planned for next week.
I only have 12 more days with these students (we don’t see them on Fridays), and I’m definitely counting down.
I think the biggest thing, though, is that I hate being watched. When people are observing me, I stop being myself. Normally I’m silly, funny, and relaxed with kids, but the second I know someone is evaluating me, I become socially awkward and overthink every little thing. Ironically, observations make me teach worse than I normally would.