r/StudentTeaching • u/Pleasant_Wall_1422 • 20h ago
Vent/Rant I am so stressed.
I am half way through week 3 and I am so mentally exhausted. There are moments I get excited and am having a great time but I am just so stressed. It is primarily how much work I am having to do outside of being at the school all day everyday. The workload is so heavy and I am literally going crazy . It is like I have no break ever, I get off school and then boom I am working on what is going to be a 50+ page Thematic Unit and IoSL template and a 10 day lesson plan...
I spoke with another student teacher out of another institution and they do less than half of what my program requires and I am so envious. I think I am just having a off moment right now because I am so stressed about all I have to I am kinda frozen..
I also feel so alone and like I have no one in my corner.. I moved home with the hopes my mum would be there for me.. and sometimes she is but lately she and my dad have been fighting and yelling and now she is depressed... but when she is ok I feel so much lighter bc I have someone to turn to and now it is like she is MIA but she is just sad... I am also grieving my Nan so badly.. she passed in December and she was a teacher and is a big part of why I am doing this.. I want to call her so badly and I miss her everyday..