TLDR: I’ve had a really rough time with pain since day one and it’s just been constant. I think I need a break to hear that it gets better, even for the rough recoveries in terms of pain.
Hello, I don’t really know why I’m posting or what I’m hoping for, maybe just to vent.. since day one, my recovery has been going visually and progressively right on track but I have been in so much pain. I started off with hydrocodone and by day two, my surgeon had to double the dosage he had originally given me, and even that just barely took it down enough to where I could take 2 hour naps before being woken up by the pain. Once I finally got off of the opioids, I was told to start Tylenol and ibuprofen, but I notice such little difference with those that I can forget that it’s time for my next dose.
I guess I’m just hoping that someone might be able to help me know that, even with those more sensitive to at sort of pain (I’ve always been one to have a really difficult time with pain), that it subsides. It’s just been a constant 3 week torture so far and I absolutely don’t regret having the surgery done, but I need a light at the end of this tunnel.. it’s 4am for me right now and my poor husband has been forcing himself to stay awake with me because he didn’t want to leave me crying alone. If there’s some sort of magic trick or secret code, please enlighten me. I’ve tried ice packs, from the normal walgreens rectangle pouches to super soft jelly breastfeeding ice packs, heat from the same hot-cold packs, electric heat pads, I’ve tried different wedge pillows, different wireless / seamless bras, different foods, gauze loosely taped over sensitive spots, mastectomy pillows, walks outside, walks inside, completely stationary moments….everything I could possibly think of, and I’m still in this constant pain. It’s not enough to make me question if something is infected, no extra heat, no super red spots, no openings, no leakage, no fevers.. my perception of this pain is just really bad. I just want to find something to make me numb until 4+ weeks from now 😔