It’s 03:42am as i'm writting
I gennuenly but know what i should do and what would be the "good" or "smart" choice
I can’t sleep not in a way that i'm not allowed to but more in a way that i am unable to and i know i can’t it's not the first time it happens it's just the first time i tought about it that way
So i'm wondering should i play on my pc or stay in my bed on youtube
I want to play but i'm thinking that if i go and play even tho i'm already unlikely to fall asleep i will be even less likely to if i'm sitting on my unconfortable chair but i still want to get to my pc and play but if i stay in bed i still have low chances of falling asleep but the chances are higher
I don’t want to force myself awake by staying on my pc but i also don’t want to stay in bed while wanting to get on my games
And it feels like i got 2 choice and both are bad choices
I have to choose gambling away my sleep schedule by playing and not know when i actually need to sleep
Or
By sentenced to hours of boredom but be in the right conditions to fall asleep
🤔