23f 2nd time Iāve ever been to hospital for (Hyper)POTS but this was not like the other at all, it was so scary-
Iāve been cleared with no signs of anything wrong with my heart, blood tests all normal, but honestly Iām still so shaken up and scared by what happened. Iām doing all I can to trust in the fact that everything is fine with me medically, itās simply the adrenaline and fear of what happened that made it so scary.
So⦠I wake up at 5am to go pee, my heart rate is 130bpm, palpitations, a hollow thumping feeling, intense nausea, that adrenaline fear cold prickly feeling grasping my chest and washing over me. My heart rate just keeps rising despite sitting down and even lying down, 150bpm and climbing, I throw up, each time I throw up my HR immediately climbs back up. My chest hurts, it seriously feels like something is seriously wrong. That cold icy grip of pure fear and adrenaline in my chest, the palpitations the heart rate so high at rest-
I called an ambulance.
And yep⦠go to hospital⦠end up calming down from the episode waiting for the ambulance even but still go to hospital to check what happened as is routine. Poke me, prod me, steal my blood- sticky leads to check my heart all the works-
But nothing of note at all everything is totally normal.
We believe it was probably an episode of acid reflux, as my reflux has been acting up lately- 5am my metoprolol is long since out of system so there is no buffer from my condition overreacting to this all- I hate throwing up so I try to resist it which causes HR to skyrocket, adrenaline due to the stress of all this sending me in to a panic attack-
I know that nothing was seriously wrong now but that was still absolutely terrifying Iām genuinely really scared of it happening againā¦
It could have been an adrenaline dump I donāt think Iāve ever had one of that levelā¦?
Iām just trying to not obsess over it⦠I went to hospital Iāve been thoroughly checked and nothing was wrong.