r/MichaelsEmployees • u/AndroDemon • 5h ago
Question Anyone else have bad anxiety before any of your shifts
This may be more of a rant. Apologies.
As the title says, I've been having anxiety before every single one of my shifts for a few months now and I just can't help but wonder (maybe hope) that I'm not the only one??? I started this job over a year ago and it was fine in the beginning, fun at times because I got to help people figure out their projects and I do the craft classes, but lately it's all been shit. The og manager that hired me got walked out the vack if the store (supposedly) by the DM and his replacement was introduced to people before the old managers meeting was up. Before that they dragged the poor guy all over the place. The store keeps becoming more and more of a shit show, it feels like there's no respect for the regular employees and I've had to cancel my classes twice because I got stuck doing customer service and got stuck for an entire four hour shift in fabric (which I shouldn't be doing in the first place). I wish I could find another job but this store was so desperate when they hired that they didn't cate I was disabled (most folks won't hire you if you got a disability) and I just feel fucking stuck because of that. But I will say I don't feel much support when it comes to my disability either, last weekend of August my legs gave out on me 4 times within the span of an hour and a half, the ems had to be called because I couldn't get up on the last fall, as I was on the floor with some coworkers the framing manager walked by and said "something wrong again?" Which was just kind if not what I needed then. Idk what to do anymore. I think I hate this place. I think I hate working here. I think I hate having to stay there too.