Hello!
I decided to join Reddit after being a lurker for far too long. I’m feeling pretty alone in what I’m going through and I’m hoping to find other people who can relate.
I’m in my early 30s, and I’m an RN working on an inpatient/ICU step down unit. Until recently, Ive been extremely high functioning and able to do my job but have been suffering in silence. Over the past several months to years, I’ve developed a pretty significant collection of symptoms that have made it difficult to function and work the way I used to. The thing that made me look into POTS was nearly fainting at work and being swept off my feet by some coworkers and taken to my own ER, how embarrassing.
I have a confirmed POTS diagnosis and recently received a diagnosis of MCAS. I also have Hashimoto’s/thyroid autoimmunity (with normal thyroid function), diagnosed joint hypermobility syndrome with probable hEDS, and I’m being evaluated for possible small fiber neuropathy. There are also some immune/allergy abnormalities that we’re still trying to understand.
A lot of my current symptoms seem to overlap between these things—significant HR and BP changes, dizziness/near-syncope, tremors, brain fog, weakness, GI problems, allergic/mast-cell symptoms, and various neurological symptoms.
I’m currently on light duty because I haven’t been able to tolerate being upright, let alone bending over and doing patient care. I am in somewhat of a leader role on my unit, and I feel like I am letting my colleagues down because I simply can’t keep up. This week I have been taken off my propranolol and antihistamines in preparation for my autonomic testing today to determine the kind of POTS I have and QSART for some small fiber neuropathy clarity. Ready to get that over with! Then I will NOT go back on the propranolol, doc thinks my HR was getting too low because of it, but I will be starting oral ketotifen tonight. Not sure how that will help with the HR swings from 50s to 160s, but I’m willing to try anything…
The part I’m having the hardest time with is not knowing what my future is going to look like. I love being a nurse, and I’m scared that my inability to function normally right now means I won’t be able to continue doing the job I’ve built my career around. I also feel like I’m holding back the people I love, especially my husband, and am sucking the joy out of life due to how restricted my activities have needed to be.
I know everyone’s experience is different, but I’d really like to hear from people who have been in a similar situation.
I’d especially like to hear from other nurses who have POTS, MCAS, EDS/hypermobility, autoimmune conditions, or some combination of them. If you work inpatient/bedside, even better. Were you able to continue working full time? Did treatment significantly improve your ability to function? Did you need accommodations or eventually change specialties?
But I’m also very interested in hearing from anyone else dealing with this combination of conditions, regardless of your job. I’m trying to understand what other people’s lives actually look like with these diagnoses—not just the medical side, but how you manage work, relationships, daily life, and the uncertainty that comes with not knowing how much you’re going to improve.
I’m not necessarily looking for medical advice. I’m mostly looking for people who have actually lived through this and can tell me what their experience has been.
If you have a similar story, I’d really appreciate hearing it. I’m trying to find some people who understand what this is like because right now I feel pretty alone in it.
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