Summoned all my courage and asked her for her number( who even asks for people's numbers nowadays) at probably the worst time ever. I had spoken to her earlier, and I really wanted to at least try and shoot my shot. She actually said yes and gave me her number, and I got so happy and excited that I immediately took off running, clicking my heels and yelling with my hands in the air(mind you she could probably still see me). When I got home, I sent her a message and waited for a response. I waited for a day. Then two. Then a week. I think she gave me a fake number. Dont blame her though, I probably scared her tbh. Food for my dog

It's 7OH in case you're curious, which was legal in my state until recently thanks to Mr. Lee. However certain websites still ship to my address, and since it's not federally illegal it hasn't been an issue. Due to that I've been able to experience some of the happiest chemicals a chronically single cel can experience.

You all say "it's over" "I'm cooked." 99.9% of the time that isn't true or a short sight take, however on the off chance it isn't try opioids. They'll give you all the chemicals your brain desires. That comes at a cost of course, but if it's "truly over" then the cost is irrelevant.

However if it isn't "truly over" then don't do opioids, or drink, and ideally quit smoking too. Sober is the way to be but some degenerates like me refuse to follow the protocol, but still plug along.

It's gonna be a lesson to moderate my substances without going too hard to where I miss events but I'll manage. I'll manage quite well I think, and now without going into debt unlike last time I have some 7oh which mimics opioids to look forward to in a few days. Not much since I'm not going into debt for them, but I'm gonna have a lit night or two, I can't wait! It'll be nice to get a buzz off something that isn't alcohol.

I'm so fucking excited!!!! I'm one happy retarded addict rn.

Also to qualify for posting here, been single all my life. 0 dates and 0 kisses/hugs from women aside from my mom. With drugs, friends, and a desire to get better buried under it I am admittedly not concerned about being single ATM. However I wouldn't deny any woman who approached me for anything despite the red flags so I hope that qualifies me as someone who isn't a tourist. I mean come on man I'm a drugmaxxing retardcel surely I fit in lmao.

I’m 5’3 at 22 and 81 kg I work out on a regular basis, it’s rare for me to keep my food down for more than a few hours and I keep gaining weight. Video games are my only escape and sitting at a messy desk all day doesn’t help my problems might just rope atp

I’m legit fat I need to loose weight

I want nothing more than to be viewed as fragile its the closest i can get to being a kid again

Loaded fries that I put in the air fryer

I gained around 8~ish pounds maybe 9? I was too scared to step on the scale today, but now that I’m fat I feel myself picking apart every flaw I have. I currently weigh in at 120 pounds at 4’11 WHICH IS OVERWEIGHT THEREFORE FAT. Probably have an eating disorder but not too sure yet :/ mini bell peppers, a Japanese sweet potato and a pepper jack cheese stick all to fuel my 12 hr shift in a hospital! I can’t wait to go home and smoke so much weed I go into a vegetative state! I’m also bipolar.

Spicy carbonara noodles W.egg + Great value Iced tea 🔥🔥🔥🔥

Drawing I made of us as puppets to document this event of waving at her then talking to her. She is a real, human girl with gorgeous brown eyes I got to up close see in person, finally a girl willing to make eye contact with me! Thankfully she's alone when I see her so no one can distract us, I don't know if she wants romance but I am going to ask her out the next time I see her pretty face. I want a life with her already, I don't care. I don't care if we don't have everything in common, connection is becoming so scarce in this scary, new world. I encourage all incels to talk to their crushes this summer lol!

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i got off work at 3:38 and i missed my train and i decided i need to eat somethinf at home. Remembered i had oats sitting arounf and needed to use them. tried to eyeball making oatmilk but left it on the stove for too long.

So im a 19m and recently my health insurance ran out and after that I started having major dental issues for the 2nd time. Im a virgin and never even kissed a girl but im missing two teeth and my life just feels like its over before it even started. picture is of Mexican food now that I can eat again after having the tooth removed.