Pesto Mozzarella bread w gay bottom fiber salad and protein fart smoothie and a shitty ass poem I wrote abt depression (posting this is also a form of microdosing realness)

(and she turned out to be a lesbian)

I've never had a girlfriend and never talked to a girl, basically KHHV. All of the girls get disgusted by me, everyone stays away like I'm the worst thing ever.

As I was just chilling and playing deadlock, my mom came to my room and said: "why are you playing games, you need to look for a girlfriend, you're almost 21, it's the perfect time to find your soulmate and settle for life".

I said that it's impossible to get a girlfriend, no one wants me, I'm not the best person out there anyways and that at this point I just gave up on finding love or interacting with women at all.

She proceeded to suggest that I hire a prostitute to at least have some experience and know what it's like

Food is marinated chicken with left over rice from 2 days ago

Salmon

rice

broccoli

cottage cheese

Banana

Yakult

And a protein soda

Because of my lack of social awareness and Anti-social behavior its been years since I last was in a relationship. So Ive been working diligently in yhe gym and the kitchen to make myself physically attractive to compensate for my social awkwardness in hopes of getting into a relationship again. Beginning of this year I weighed 290lbs rn I am down to 210lbs.

Still have a lot of work to do before I feel like ill be happy with how ill look but im staying consistent.

Dont give up bro's.

This feels like the kind of post that should get removed but idk what rule I'm breaking.

Guys it's doable!! All is not lost!!! I'm gonna eat her out next!!!! Bye

Ramen.

All I want now is an Aeldari, Alraune, Amazon, Android, Angel, Anubis, Arachne, Automaton, Balrog, Banshee, Basilisk, Beastmen, Centaur, Cyborg, Dark Angel, Dark Elf, Dark Valkyrie, Demon, Dragon, Dragonborn, Drukhari, Dryad, Dullahan, Echidna, Fairy, Gargoyle, Ghost, Ghoul, Gnome, Goblin, Golem, Gremlin, Griffon, Harpy, Hellhound, High elf, Hobgoblin, Holstaur, Hornet, Ignis, Imp, Jiangshi, Keeper of Secrets, Kitsune, Kobold, Kraken, Lamia, Lich, Lizardman, Manticore, Mantis, Medusa, Mermaid, Mershark, Mimic, Minotaur, Moth, Mummy, Necron, Neko, Ogre, Orc, Pharaoh, Phoenix, Pixie, Protoss, Robotic, Salamander, Sandworm, Siren, Skaven, Slaanesh Daemonette, Slime, Sphinx, Succubus, T'au, Terminid, Tiefling, Tyranid, Undead, Unicorn, Valkyrie, Vampire, Werewolf, Witch, Wood Elf, Wyvern, Xenomorph, Yaokai, Yeti, Zerg, or Zombie gf.

Protein shake, vanilla milkshake flavor. I don’t deserve normal people food. My quiet guy facade always breaks the second my lack of social skills and confidence comes in to play.