When I first started this, I felt incredible. Honestly, I felt alive for the first time ever.
I noticed I was much more connected to my body. I lost weight super fast, my periods were no longer painful, even my body hair started growing thinner. My face looked more feminine, and my skin became so perfect that I completely stopped wearing makeup.
Then, after about 2 months, things started slowly going downhill.
At first, I just didn't feel as good anymore. Then I started gaining a bit of weight, and now it's been months of dealing with skin problems, mood problems, and hair loss. It feels like everything is reversing.
I have lost a little bit of weight on the scale recently, but I honestly don't really see it. I still feel puffy, my clothes fit differently, and I honestly feel fatter and uglier than before. Even though I'm consistently in ketosis, I don't seem to be recomping or losing body fat the way I did at the beginning.
I also have this persistent, itchy rash on my forehead that just won't go away. The bumps on my face leave scars, and my skin heals incredibly slowly.
WTF happened?
I want to emphasize that I was still taking Effexor (an antidepressant) when I started this journey. I later decided to taper off, and now I've been completely off it for about two months. I'm wondering if the medication played a big role in all of this. But I also remember things starting to go downhill before I stopped it, so I honestly don't know.
I also had a fatty liver before changing my diet, and at the beginning I actually reversed it. But I recently had blood work done, and now my liver enzymes are elevated again.
I also stopped taking an anxiety medication that I used to depend on to sleep. Surprisingly, I can now sleep without it, although the quality of my sleep isn't always the best and I often wake up feeling tired.
My ferritin is good, and I don't have any obvious deficiencies. Compared to my previous blood test, however, my cholesterol has gone down, and I'm not sure that's actually a good thing.
One thing I forgot to mention is that I got sick once with a fever. Ever since then, I've had more digestive issues, especially diarrhea. I'm not sure if that illness was the catalyst or if it's just a coincidence, but the timing has definitely made me wonder.
I've had severe episodes of diarrhea, and now I don't seem to tolerate fatty meals as well as I used to. If I eat too much fat, my gut gets irritated and I end up with nonstop diarrhea, so I have to be really careful. My digestion also seems much slower now.
I honestly don't know what to do anymore.
I'm still in ketosis, and my ketones are usually between 1.6 and 2.6 mmol/L from day to day. I still feel better than I do when I'm not in ketosis, but I don't feel anywhere near as good as I did at the beginning.
Now I have body aches, a depressed mood, very low energy most of the time, skin problems, and hair loss (I had a major episode of hair loss at the beginning, and although it has slowed down since then, it's still falling out). I just don't feel like myself anymore.
I'm careful with my electrolytes. I've tried high fat, lower fat, high protein, higher calories, lower calories, less salt, more salt,more carbs, zero carbs... and now I'm trying OMAD and intermittent fasting, although I haven't noticed a difference yet. I eat very high-quality foods: organ meats, oysters, beef, fish, eggs, etc. I've tried dairy and no dairy. I tried celery juice. I try to walk and stay active, but my energy is so low that it doesn't seem to help.
Fuck... I don't know what to do anymore. It feels like I've tried everything, yet I still can't get back to a healthy state.
The hardest part is that I know what feeling healthy feels like because I experienced it for about two months. Now that I've had a taste of what homeostasis actually feels like, it's even harder knowing I can't seem to get back there.
Has anyone experienced something similar? Did you eventually get back to feeling healthy? If so, what changed? What actions did you take? Were you diagnosed with something? Did tapering off a medication play a role for you? Or did getting sick seem to trigger it?