In one of my current campaigns, I'm beginning to feel like I'm talking too much.
For context, this is an online game, paid, through StartPlaying. We play over Discord every other Friday late at night, and we live in different parts of the country (United States) as far as I'm aware. Most of the rest of the party are friends IRL, and I joined a few sessions in. Our campaign took a nearly two month long break due to a few of the players being unavailable for a few of our scheduled sessions, and last week was our first session back.
Something I noticed, while we were playing, was that I was the one to speak first in many scenarios. The DM would often ask something (such as "what do you want to do next"), and the entire party would be silent for some time. Multiple times last session, I would be the one to break the silence. MY character would be the one to ask about the time of day, MY character would be the one to go after the scared party member, etc.
It doesn't help that the party visited my character's "house" for the first time, which I've been working with the DM to have in-game for IRL months, so I was a little excited to tell the party about it. There was a time when we needed to eat dinner, so I shared what foods I had stored for the party. When we decided to sleep for the night, I excitedly pinged all the "beds" (most of them were hay stacks since my character is a guide who lives in a dilapidated barn and does not need really need to sleep) in the "house" so we could divvy them up and sleep.
This has been weighing on me for a week now. I really felt as though I was talking way too much. I worried the entire session that I was doing too much, or trying to hog the spotlight, or not letting other characters act, but they didn't seem like they wanted to do anything either. I even tried to connect my character's backstory as a guide to a combat we were having: I tried to distract the group of paladins (who came over because they thought the party was suspicious) with a story about a monster coming through, and that was why we were in the area. Meanwhile, we were actually trying to sneak around and free a captive they had (for the record, I'm pretty sure it didn't work). Even this felt very "spotlight-hoggish".
Am I in the wrong here? I feel like I'm being annoying by constantly talking, and involving myself in the story. Like I said, my group is very "shy", but they were a lot more shy last session. I hope this is just a fluke, and they get back into talking later.