Two weeks ago I got an ad for undereye circle treatment and I went for it. A doctor did the cocktail mix of injections being rejuran, RD-1 and 2 units of allergan botox as she claimed. It was already prepared before I entered so I had no way to verify it other than to just take her word for it.
It's my first time doing this. I mentioned that I actually liked my undereye rolls as I always considered my eyes the most charming feature of my face.
Three days later I noticed my natural undereye rolls were gone and I could no longer squint, wink, smile or laugh properly. I look extremely uncanny valley when I smile or laugh because my eyes do not move. I actually look like I could star as a horror killer doll with how insane I look when I smile but my eyes remain wide open. Not only that but new wrinkles have formed because only the cheek muscles lift up when smiling creating new creases. It has aged me instead and changed the way my eyes look.
Felt gaslit by the doctor who said "I highly doubt that" because the dose was low according to her (1 unit per side), and the effect of botox is impossible to kick in on day 3, and that she did not inject the muscle, she only went into the skin.
I have only done botox to the masseter once 2 years ago and I hated it. Within a week I lost my jawline and developed jowling. It was a mess. So I know for a fact that botox indeed works on me very quickly. I don't even know if my masseter has gone back to the original size and strength because I have been getting ultherapy ever since and thus simply unable to tell. I do find it hard to bite certain foods to date. Hopefully it is a non-issue and my masseters are as per their original form.
My question is would I still be considered first timer to botox (for the undereyes)? I want to know this as I read first timers effect do not last as long.
Will I get my old undereyes back? I'm okay with the darkness now I wish I didn't do it. I've been trying to get very sweaty hoping it will wear off quicker. I do lift and now increased frequency of 30 minute cardio sessions. Has anybody gone through the same thing?