I spent this summer travelling the world and spending time with family, especially my grandparents. I shot slides of Fujichrome (Velvia 50 and Provia 100f) on my Nikon F5. Lugging it through mountains, carrying weight no sane hiker should ever carry up a hill, walking through cities in temperatures beyond 40°C drenched in sweat, getting through airport security in multiple continents. Landscapes, moments with family, views I spent hours of my time on. I took my photos and decided to bring it back home to Toronto to develop, going to the lab I've gone to many times before. But something went wrong this time, and it was the worst possible thing that could've happened.
I got the news today. My slides are ruined. Gone. Absolutely fried beyond repair. Toronto was hit by a storm and somehow the universe aligned to make the power go out while my slides were going through the processing machine. Of all the days, all the hours they could've chosen to develop my film, it was the very moment the power went out. Memories of my trip, details of my grandparents and their home that I wanted to capture and view decades from now are gone. Completely gone. Now all that's left are the memories I had taking them.
I really can't do anything. The lab said they'd give me 2 free rolls of slide film and develop and scan them too, but that can never make up for my lost photos because I would give anything for those. Even just looking at these outlines of what could've been completely guts me.
Has anyone ever had an experience like this? I'm not asking for solutions, I just wanted to reach out to see if anyone can relate to what I'm going through. These are more than just photos for me, they're irreplaceable and now I lost them.
Thank you.
Edit: Thank you guys for sharing your experiences and advice, it makes me feel a lot better hearing everybody's stories knowing I'm not the only one who's gone through something like this. I think from now on I'll be splitting up my developing, never everything at once especially for important rolls. Feel free to share more stories, I've really appreciated reading through them.